Aftermath of 1st semester 2008

hmm.. time flies so so so so so fast wo.... it's almost the end of the year again... In just few months I am facing such big change. Started a temporally new life in Australia, meet new people.. new hope.. new things... everything new la.. Moving on well.. I really thought I have moving on well....

Just realised recently that all this while I am still kinda escaping from the hurt that I have before.. This explained my frequent chest pain these few days.. I have closed this issue properly haven't I? I should have.. I have new things to help me starting off a new life... new hope... I should be appreciative that God has given me a new chance to face life. People around me is changing.. they move on too.. Suddenly it's just make me feel that I am still unchanged, YET. Why i said this? I'm having hard time to admit that I still feel the pain once in a while.. hurt so much.. so damn much! Frustrated...

This has caused me holding back on something else as well.... and that suxxx... super suxxxx... once again I have trapped myself in this drama queen dilemma.. pathetically saying.. I'm just simply NOT READY.. still need some time to heal myself.. all and all.. i should know that things has done is done, happiness is in the future.. i can create it with my own hands.. with my own effort.. and this "looking behind" symptom is a downturn and obstacle to this mission of mine...

I won't give up... even though i might be crying sometimes and hurt but I won't give up in what I am doing now.. cause I deserve the happiness that I really wanted and I want to make it happen for the best of me.

P/S : It's just like folding back to an old photo album thinking about memories.. MOVE ON!!! He is just not for you anymore.. need I say more?

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Coming Soon - My 21st

P/S : OMGWTFBBQ!!!! No time to update my blog man!!! well, this is just a preview.. will update Soon!! Soon enough.. after 2 assignments due first la.. hehe

Perth Zoo & Perth Royal Show 2.10.08

It's Thursday morning and I have tons of plans for the day already .. Since it's free week so I grabbed this chance to go and explore ore about Perth.. so I have decide to go to Perth Zoo with some of my friends ....... hehe.. let's check it out...
There are lots of photos in the Zoo but i did not upload all ... can go and check my Facebook if readers wanna see more.. ^^

That is the entrance to Perth Zoo

Me riding on a Radant.. haha

I am just so proud with my photo . haha feel like a part of monkey family dy.. wahahha.. Alex... is the one kissing the mother monkey on the right!!!! wahahaha

After that, Alex, Caroline and me went to DOME in South Perth waiting for Bro Adrian to finish his shift since he is following us to go Perth royal show later on. While waiting, we had our lunch and me have a short nap there as well.. hehe

My favourite Risotto and Alex's Breakfast set!! Tempting man~~

Caroline and me in DOME..

All of Us posing At South Perth Ferry to go to City centre

Reach Claremont Showground (where Perth Royal Show located) around 4pm and waited for Carrie to bring our tickets...

This photo is taken on the chair lift which will bring us round the whole Perth Royal Show.. guess whose is whose?? haha

From Left : Carrie, Caroline, me and Bro Adrian

The best part of the night comes in when Fireworks launched.. Photos and description really cannot describe how amazing it is man.. readers have to come and experience it yourself!!! No kidding!

Some of the best shot I got.. sigh.. still ok la.. haha

P/S : I wanna Go again la~~~~

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +