Tiny experience that brings healing to me

Something strikes me today; that makes me feel ever grateful to God. He works in mysterious ways, so dumb of me to only realised today. 

Long story short, i find myself playing with my best friends espresso machine with his favourite coffee beans (obviously not the ones i bought for him coz it turns out they are filter roast 😂). 

The last time i did that was 18 years ago when i worked as barista and studied at the same time in aussie. By now you probly figured i have forgotten all that i learnt back then and it is just so embarassing and humbling when i stares at his machine knowing nothing lmao. 

Instead of the normal portafilter, i was convinced by him to try the bottomless portafilter which concerns me alot that i will not do it right and dirtied his apartment after hearing his warnings 😂😂😂. 

After all the ding dongs from difficulty in grinding the coffee beans till prepare them for the espresso machine... finally it's time to brew! 

At this point i am listening to every abc steps that my best friend taught me hahaha. Once the button pressed, i am excited and worry at the same time waiting for the coffee to drip. 

Suddenly out of nowhere, he reminded me to observe the coffee dripping from the bottomless portafilter. 

Oh boy, i swear when i looked down; it was such a beautiful moment, watching coffee dripping slowly from the bottomless filter. And i can never get enough of that moment ever. Something in me just felt the joy and i experienced some healing happening inside of me that i could not pin point. 

I know i might be talking gibberish now and for many, this is just a normal daily thing that people who drinks coffee do often. It awaken something inside of me which is long gone in silence. The passionate side of me towards life. The things i used to enjoy doing and never get tired of it. 

It is amazing how small things in our daily life still able to inspire us and impacted us. At this point, i can only feel grateful beyond words and continue to strive to feel that way when i am about to receive the blessings to come. 

This might be the time. Actually, this IS the season to receive what i am due to receive all these while. I think i am ready for what's coming, Lord. +

P.S Grateful, grateful and just grateful. I hope he loves the beans i got him 😅