Dedicated for myself..

yup.. this blog is dedicated for myself. asking why? Because there is something stuck in my mind that I wanna get rid of. So i thought of writing it here. Readers can try to understand what I will write and I believe that it will be hard to understand. hahaha.. alright lets start...

Everyone know about classic fairy tales right? I will take sleeping beauty as an example (kind of modify and twisted.. hehe). Well, She always hope that she won't wake up from her sweet dreams.. cause she found whatever she wanted in it. Her enchanted moment, her life, he happy moment, all in her dreams. But then, she had made a promise to God that after today whether the prince is coming to wake her up or not, she will wake up herself from the sweet dreams. She has promised God that once the time frame has reach, no matter the prince is there or not, no matter what will happen next, she will wake up and face the reality. She might have her sweet dreams in the future and waiting for the next prince but for now, she just want to be strong and get over it.

Alright, the point of this story actually is people shouldn't sitting down hope for and wait for something to come like sleeping beauty. We have to earn everything we want. It appears that sometimes we may not have the things that we want even after we pay so much effort, but that is when we have to be tough to go over it. So next time we can be stronger.

Sigh, I think I am the only one who can understand what have I wrote. hahaha

Well, semester starting soon.... gam ba teh to all my readers!!!!

P/S : tic tac tic tac..Time Is Running Out || My Metaphor suxx huh?? I knew it. =P

Regards,
Winter Snoopy
May God Bless You Always +

Crap Post 2

yup.. Another crap post again...

Currently busy with orientation week after my summer course and waiting for new semester to start which means my final year is starting soon. wuhu~~~ come to think of it, its the fourth year I came to Miri and tada.... i am going to graduate this year. sigh.. time flies man.. time really flies...

Since its year 2008, I had a pretty good start off in my academic and social life. Have improved more compared to previous years. More works and works; new challenges & obstacles is heading my way. Fu... never had a relax time but yeah.. quite enjoying it now.. haha...
ok.. that is not my main point here...

Few days ago, I have come across a meaningful sentence, "In order to gain happiness, the same level of unhappiness is required to suit the nature of balanced in the system". Come to think of it, the sentence sounds logic and quite true. Too many happiness will only create fears of the arrival of unhappiness and self-worth of receiving the happiness. I will start to scare if I really got a jackpot and wonderign am I worth it for the prize.

In fact, I myself have gone through a similar situation. I suppose readers probably came across of my posts where I mention, "Enjoy the sweet time while you can" or "Appreciating what I have now before it vanish again like usual." That is because when I am too happy, I will fear of when will the unhappiness will arrive on me. Something good will always come with something bad, NO DOUBT. Trust me, I have encounter this situation for few times in my life so far and it is bad, so bad that it actually takes away my hopes. Even now, I am encountering this problem again.

I guess this is just reality world, life is not like in a movie where stories will end in just good endings. There will not have 100% of enchanted moment in our life. It will only exist in our dreams; hopes & fears. I had my enchanted moment of my life but it is like a sweet dream. Once I wake up, its nightmare.

But yeah, do always tell ourself that do not ever give up in life even you gone through such bad times and experience. Its just not the right time and right place yet for us. Always remember God is there for us, for our tomorrow where HE always supported us gone through those hard times.

I myself have gone through hard times and almost give myself up for several times before but i always trust God is there for me, listening to my hardship and look after me. God is the only reason that keeps us strong and faithful. That is why we have to fight for ourself. Be brave to go through the same mistakes until we overcome it. Its true that we will not always have our happiness every moment but that is also a reason for us to fight and search for happiness. Do not forget the good times just because of bad times. Be appreciative.

oppss.. times up.. its so late.. got to go to bed soon since I have to wake up early tomorrow to follow Ansovinus and Karen. ciao~~~

P/S: I Rather & Dare To Take Risk Than Be Regret For The Rest of My Life. Life Is A Gamble & We Are In It At The Moment We Arrive To This World. *Finger cross*

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Chinese New Year 08

First of all, Gong Xi Gong Xi to all my readers. Recalling claimation in my previous blog that I am not goign back to Kuching for new year... and there is an unexpected turn happen. As I thought I will stay alone in Miri alone for Chinese New Year thinkingf the fireworks and ducks during new year's eve, a phone call came. It's my father on the phone asking if I want to go back home I still have time to go buy tickets. It was around 1.00pm when he called. Airasia has no more flight to Kuching. I start to feel so bad for not going back to Kuching due to some reasons.

o I decided to rush to the airport and play around with my luck to hope for a ticket to go back home. Guess what? I m so lucky to have a ticket back to Kuching at MAS (Malaysia Airlines) counter. XD Flight is at 6.15pm but I did not inform my parents about my going back home plan. I have asked my sister to pick me up instead. But when I got down from the plane my parents were waiting me outside the door. hahaha.. culprit sister...... Then the whole family headed to my grandpa's house for New Year eve dinner. I feel great to be back at home cause reunion dinner is not a reunion dinner without one of the family members.

Got alot of ang paus (red packets) from my relatives. hehehe.. Played fireworks and went out with my high school friends. Well, I went to temple to visit my grandma like how she use to go temple every first day of chinese new year. Get to visit my old friends and relatives in one day .. haha.. tiring la.. and not to mention the drunk night i have before I go back to miri on Friday. My flight back to miri was on Friday 7.00am and the plane was very shaky. I felt so sick and rush to toilet to vomit after I got down from the plane. haiz.... after that went for some visitings to my friends house lo...

Now, reaching the end of the third day of Chinese new year, exam is approaching. sigh..... Nvertheless, even Valentine's day is approaching. have to thank to one of my friend who has sent me to airport and pick me up. You mean a lot to me.. thanks.... well, gotta go yea... ciao~~~

P/S : Glad I'm back home To be lonely on Valentine's Day is not pathethic at all. Do not worry. :P

Regards,

Ying

May od Bless You Always +