yup.. Another crap post again...
Currently busy with orientation week after my summer course and waiting for new semester to start which means my final year is starting soon. wuhu~~~ come to think of it, its the fourth year I came to Miri and tada.... i am going to graduate this year. sigh.. time flies man.. time really flies...
Since its year 2008, I had a pretty good start off in my academic and social life. Have improved more compared to previous years. More works and works; new challenges & obstacles is heading my way. Fu... never had a relax time but yeah.. quite enjoying it now.. haha...
ok.. that is not my main point here...
Few days ago, I have come across a meaningful sentence, "In order to gain happiness, the same level of unhappiness is required to suit the nature of balanced in the system". Come to think of it, the sentence sounds logic and quite true. Too many happiness will only create fears of the arrival of unhappiness and self-worth of receiving the happiness. I will start to scare if I really got a jackpot and wonderign am I worth it for the prize.
In fact, I myself have gone through a similar situation. I suppose readers probably came across of my posts where I mention, "Enjoy the sweet time while you can" or "Appreciating what I have now before it vanish again like usual." That is because when I am too happy, I will fear of when will the unhappiness will arrive on me. Something good will always come with something bad, NO DOUBT. Trust me, I have encounter this situation for few times in my life so far and it is bad, so bad that it actually takes away my hopes. Even now, I am encountering this problem again.
I guess this is just reality world, life is not like in a movie where stories will end in just good endings. There will not have 100% of enchanted moment in our life. It will only exist in our dreams; hopes & fears. I had my enchanted moment of my life but it is like a sweet dream. Once I wake up, its nightmare.
But yeah, do always tell ourself that do not ever give up in life even you gone through such bad times and experience. Its just not the right time and right place yet for us. Always remember God is there for us, for our tomorrow where HE always supported us gone through those hard times.
I myself have gone through hard times and almost give myself up for several times before but i always trust God is there for me, listening to my hardship and look after me. God is the only reason that keeps us strong and faithful. That is why we have to fight for ourself. Be brave to go through the same mistakes until we overcome it. Its true that we will not always have our happiness every moment but that is also a reason for us to fight and search for happiness. Do not forget the good times just because of bad times. Be appreciative.
oppss.. times up.. its so late.. got to go to bed soon since I have to wake up early tomorrow to follow Ansovinus and Karen. ciao~~~
P/S: I Rather & Dare To Take Risk Than Be Regret For The Rest of My Life. Life Is A Gamble & We Are In It At The Moment We Arrive To This World. *Finger cross*
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
Currently busy with orientation week after my summer course and waiting for new semester to start which means my final year is starting soon. wuhu~~~ come to think of it, its the fourth year I came to Miri and tada.... i am going to graduate this year. sigh.. time flies man.. time really flies...
Since its year 2008, I had a pretty good start off in my academic and social life. Have improved more compared to previous years. More works and works; new challenges & obstacles is heading my way. Fu... never had a relax time but yeah.. quite enjoying it now.. haha...
ok.. that is not my main point here...
Few days ago, I have come across a meaningful sentence, "In order to gain happiness, the same level of unhappiness is required to suit the nature of balanced in the system". Come to think of it, the sentence sounds logic and quite true. Too many happiness will only create fears of the arrival of unhappiness and self-worth of receiving the happiness. I will start to scare if I really got a jackpot and wonderign am I worth it for the prize.
In fact, I myself have gone through a similar situation. I suppose readers probably came across of my posts where I mention, "Enjoy the sweet time while you can" or "Appreciating what I have now before it vanish again like usual." That is because when I am too happy, I will fear of when will the unhappiness will arrive on me. Something good will always come with something bad, NO DOUBT. Trust me, I have encounter this situation for few times in my life so far and it is bad, so bad that it actually takes away my hopes. Even now, I am encountering this problem again.
I guess this is just reality world, life is not like in a movie where stories will end in just good endings. There will not have 100% of enchanted moment in our life. It will only exist in our dreams; hopes & fears. I had my enchanted moment of my life but it is like a sweet dream. Once I wake up, its nightmare.
But yeah, do always tell ourself that do not ever give up in life even you gone through such bad times and experience. Its just not the right time and right place yet for us. Always remember God is there for us, for our tomorrow where HE always supported us gone through those hard times.
I myself have gone through hard times and almost give myself up for several times before but i always trust God is there for me, listening to my hardship and look after me. God is the only reason that keeps us strong and faithful. That is why we have to fight for ourself. Be brave to go through the same mistakes until we overcome it. Its true that we will not always have our happiness every moment but that is also a reason for us to fight and search for happiness. Do not forget the good times just because of bad times. Be appreciative.
oppss.. times up.. its so late.. got to go to bed soon since I have to wake up early tomorrow to follow Ansovinus and Karen. ciao~~~
P/S: I Rather & Dare To Take Risk Than Be Regret For The Rest of My Life. Life Is A Gamble & We Are In It At The Moment We Arrive To This World. *Finger cross*
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
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