Exam ended.. so what?

yeah!!!!!!!! Finally my exam finish leh... thanks for all my friends that supported me through out my exam period.

What now ar? damn bored la...... haha... oh yea. have time to sit down and think of some stuffs dy... yea.. another brainstorming period again...

What else.. hmm.. had a range of holiday plans to "kota".. hehe... can't wait la... now i am retarding around almost 4am in the morning writing this blog declaring my final freedom..

I have to start to wonder issit a real freedom or a short break before a more hectic life coming ahead .. something that I am anticipating now.. Just look forward and go outside you will find a lot of wonderful things in life, don't focus on our past.. that all i can tell myself for now.. I really need that..

P/S : Sigh.... time is running out.. really..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

One Down, One more to go...

yeeeeha!!!!!!!!!! Finally, OB is tackled!!! I hope .. hahaha........ Next, Small Business... your turn... Once I am finish with you... Merdeka lu~~!!!!

Can't wait to go home.. huhu~~ food is waiting for me.. pork leg ar~~~ Can't believe half a year just gone like that... All I am having now.. sigh... is just for temporary?? Can't I have it forever? Just when I found people who love me for the way I am.... treat me like how I am suppose to be... accepted me as myself.. which I don't have to wear a mask in front of people.. I m gonna leave soon...

I'm finding an answer here... struggling, of course.. for myself. This is a very period I have to be stronger.. I am not the girl who always hide in the bedroom and be sad and put up a face in front of people pretend that I am fine anymore... I don't want to be like that anymore... although i just did.. (I'm suxxx am i?).. sigh...

What can I do leh? Nothing la....... whatever la........ Just want to finish the last paper for now.. and think about all those things after that.. yup.. a definite thing to do...

P/S : Devil... go away. .. I won't get influence by you =P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

"Beforemath" of my exam

Alright... currently sitting at the new computer zone in Curtin University Library named "i-Zone".. pretty cool setting here.... ok... that's not my point here..

Finally got my nerve back.. and started my revision... I hope it's not too late!!! This is a unit that stress out whoever is enrolling in it... oh man.... I'm so gonna pass this unit if not I will be graduating with Tony in 2010~~!!!! I don't want la.....

Time flies so fast.. haha it's exam time again.. It feels like I just have my exams one month ago and tada... here goes another one... feel like having SPM every semester.. lol~~

Anyway, for the cause(temptating holiday plans ahead & future life) I will try my best to pass this unit aka nightmare..... God Bless Me +

P/S : For The Cause!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

All We Are - Matt Nathanson

I tasted, tasted love so sweet
And all of it was lost on me
Buttons sold like property
Sugar on my tongue

I kept falling over
I kept looking backward
I went broke believing
That the simple should be hard

All we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful

I wasted, wasted love for you
Traded out for something new
Well, it's hard to change the way you lose
If you think you never won

'Couse all we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful

And in the end the words won't matter
'Couse in the end tothing stays the same
And in the end dreams just scatter and fall like rain

'Couse all we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful, something real

All we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful, beautiful

P/S : It's my favourite One Tree Hill !!! Reflects our life a lot...

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Where is my nerve?

halo... did anyone see my nerve somewhere? I'm serious readers..... WHERE IS MY NERVE??!!!! wuwuwuwuwuwu~~~~~~~ I don't feel panic at all.... Keep reminding myself EXAM IS NEAR!!!!! but i don't feel the urge to study.. I'm not kidding.. I don't have any urge to study now.. cause I just simply don't feel it!

A lot of my friends always thought I am very hardworking in studying for exams.. but seriously .. no man.. no.. sigh.... It's my last battle and yet.. I am acting like a slacking queen.... damn man...

Well, i might get my nerve back in 1 more day i guess..... hope it will come back b4 exams start so i can get myself sitting down and study! =P

P/S : WTFBBQ again.. sigh

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A pre-exciting moment

A once 17-year-old girl
Started her Uni life in Miri
As a Marketing & Management student
And being part of CV!

She was once introvert and naive
Gone through countless obstacles
Heartbreaking moments
Betraying moments
Confusing moments
Glorious moments
Cold-hearted moments
During the four years in university

All the moments has shape "her" today
Exam is approaching and time is running out
An exciting feeling that everything is going to end soon
An anticipating moment awaiting new things in life
A sad moment where regrets takes place of things left behind
A feeling which is meant to be kept in silence for everyone's sake
An acceptance that we have to enjoy the fullest before good things meet its end as usual

Sometimes she wish that things will not happen
But she realized without going through those moments she won't grow
For the sake of future
It's surely is painful and suffocating
Torturing her from time to time
So she believe that moving on is the best way
Following God's path will lead her to the answer that she wanted
And life goes on
Time will not wait
With those pains and sweet memories

P/S : Exam ar~~~~~

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +