Just Saying Hi.....

Hi fellow readers. Hope you guys doing fine during this free week. I am quite fine here except feel like want to take a knife and put at my neck. hahahaha... just kidding. I will be ok de... Will get through this tough period. Just hope that things will end fast. Well, not much things happened here just that I keep going out every day and come back late to rush assignments plus get fed up with my assignments. Sleep around 2.00 am or 3.00 am almost every day. Always feel hungry hahaha.... OMG... So worry now man...

Went to Star Bucks to have a cup of my favourite cappuccino. As I thought I am fine with coffee and started to enjoy it, haiz... the next day i got stomach ache and went to toilet for few times. Luckily I did not caught food poisoning cause this is what happen to me last time after I consume coffee. Guess the coffee in Starbucks is mild eh.. phew...

Well... today is Merdeka Eve and I am sitting in front of my laptop again. Yeah!!! Malaysia are celebrating 50th Merdeka this year!!! Yahoooooo!!!! Long Live Malaysia. haha... would like to wish my home country Happy Birthday and hope that Wawasan 2020 CAN be achieved plus reducing the gap among races. hmm... My sister has gone out for the Merdeka countdown event in MC3 (one of the famous club in Kuching). Asking why am I staying at home? yeah, I have no mood to go out lah tonight. Just feel like sitting at home since my parents were not at home. Lega.... A quiet time for me... Free from bebel..

Guess I have to go through this merdeka eve alone la... haha... hmm, before I conclude my post for today, will post some pictures about my newly born cousin in my family. He is sooooo cute ooo~~~ haha... enjoy (>0<)

My Newly Born Boy Cousin!!!!

He is Just 3 Days Old!!!!

hahaha... he is so tiny!! So Scare When I Hug Him..

P/S : Wanna go back to Miri~~~~

Regards,
Retarded Angie
May God Bless You Always +

The Week Free... =_="""""

Oh gosh, who will expect me to go back Kuching this soon? Yes I am sitting in front of my laptop in Kuching. Arrived yesterday around 3.15pm. Headed straight home and sleep. I did not have enough sleep before that. Wonder why I go back in a sudden? sigh.. I have to go back to Kuching because I have something to deal with at home. Please do not ask me what is that. Brought all my assigments with me too. Kmk t'paksa balik rumah kat Kch la. kesian kmk, rindu ktk kat Miri wu~~~.. Miss all my friends in Miri currently... I will be back soon ya.. wawawa....(>_<)

All the kids in my family were very happy when they see me, of course I miss them too. Went to Jalan Song last night to have some Kuching food!!! Yeah, Kuching food... I found the best burger in town man... so nice wo.. Mirian should come to Kuching and try the food around here man.. Kuching have the best food ever. Apart from burger, I have ordered Tau Fu Fah (Flower Bean curd) and one Coconut Pandan. lolzzzz Gaining weight soon if I keep eating like that man.. PIG!!!!!!

This morning I went to my sister's college called Inti College Sarawak. They were having this Inti Stars Challenge event going on where students get to sing on the stage without music, I repeat... WITHOUT MUSIC. Quite a number of the participants sang well. Reminds me of coming Curtin Idol event. Hope that Curtinians will not lose their face on the stage oo... haha....

Of course, after the fun part serious part of the holiday coming in. yeah, I am not free even though this is week free. Hell lots of assignments to do and have to settle things at home. Well, before I start with all the serious works, let me have a nap first. hiak hiak.. Chao~~

P/S : Pray to God that I can go through this tough period and praise the Lord for giving a chance for me to go home, Amen.

Regards,

Tired Angie

May God Bless You Always +

Aftermath of Pre-U Camp..

Hi readers, sorry for keeping you guys waiting. SO tired so I just went to bed last night. Not really feeling well. Having sore throat and block nose. Damn those haze. Hope I won't use my inhaler again this time. The camping was really nice. A good experience in a way cause this is the first time I live in campus. Kinda spooky at night though. lolzzz

Did not sleep much due to some noisy sounds. I always have problem to sleep if there is a single noise in the room. Aren't I suppose to talk about aftermath? haha... ok ok.. continue..

Well, lots of assignments is waiting for me currently. So, I have no time to feel my heartbreak and think of problems (after I am free then it will some back). Assignments is enough to kill me now plus I am sick. I only have a little time to blog now so I'll be short this time. I will busy the whole way until Thursday night and have to pack my stuff to go back to Kuching on this Friday.

In the nutshell, I am really busy currently and you guys would not see me in campus nowadays. Just hope that I would not explode la at the end of the day. haiz...

P/S: Really Have To Gain Excellent Time Management Skill (Angeline's Demand).

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Lost Lost Lost...

Hi readers, read my previous blog post? Waiting for the result? Well, one thing that I have to say is..... ok.. I'll start of with what happen during camp, is that fine? Basically, I have been concentrating on the activities for the camp itself until I have forgotten about it. haizz..... I think a part of me is too nervous and wanted me to forget about it eh. Was expecting him for the whole day and I finally see him during the night but do not talk much. Later I went to LT for Dr Adeline's session's on 'What Is Love?'. Her speech was nice man. haha.. Then he came in and sit beside me. That is when I remembered that I should talk to him. Well, started to get nervous this time. Really wanted to talk open my mouth to ask him whether got time to talk later but I hesitated when I heard Dr Adeline talked about commitment, friend, romance. I suddenly shut my mouth cause those words makes me think twice again(Actually its over millions times before this). Do I really have to tell him? I only have the heart that LIKE him but I never think of other aspects. I started to wonder am I doing right. There goes my 1st chance to talk to him. haiz.. Sorry guys.. I know.. I know.. I am a coward. Move on>>>>

Well, after everything done, all of us went back to VIP Lounge and had a meeting on the shifts for patrolling that night and here comes my 2nd chance. Him, one friend of mine and me have the same shift. My friend actually help me out and leave him and me alone to go patrolling with a warning that "If you do not tell him, I angry oo". yeah, something like that la. All the way I was really panic and do not know how to start. So I asked him if he was awake but he tell me that he is half awake. arghh.... But at last before we walk back to the fire I get to say it OUT, but not complete (I don't even say a word from what I have practiced for DAYS) . I just go straight to the point by asking him the "OFFER". Deng deng deng... the result is .. he REJECTED the offer. ouch.. that is what I heard from my heart. Luckily I have expected the worse things. Yeah.. readers, I have FAILED. Managed to hold my tears. phew.....

Didn't get a chance to tell him how long have I like him; how I come out from my past when I first saw him; how happy am I when I found out that somehow we like the same things; how much have I tried to get out my courage to tell him; how delighted when I found a good listener and the familiarity in him. Anyway, no worries la... if things can't work out, just let it be. I am not as paranoid as before anymore where I must get what I want. He is the one who makes me have the intention to find my way back into love again. Was really hope that he will like me though.

Well.. feel so tired right now so i will continue my post tomorrow can??? Chao~~~

P/S: You Really Have To Take A Rest If You Are Tired, You Must.. (Angeline's advice)

Regards,
Lost lost editor
May God Bless You Always+

Lost Day..

*sigh*.. Good Morning, Readers. Life has just so many sighs in it. Cannot sleep la. Sitting in front of my lovely PC staring at it without a single word. There's been a thing keep playing and repeat in my brain currently. Will go to help out for Pre-U Camp later in the afternoon (That is the thing that I have been worry about). Remember that I said in last post that I will try to find a suitable time to talk to him? I think the time has come and please, do not ask me why. This is going to be THE FIRST TIME in my life to do this. Man!!!! Now I know how it feels... It feels like... You just can't eat and drink properly; can't concentrate in doing things(almost cut my hand while cooking); keep thinking on what should I say. oh gosh!!!! I mean.. never ask THIS to guy but only they ask me. ^%$#$#@^%&^..................

Really hard for me to say it out leh.. considering I am a girl. Well, really hope that things will turn up well (pray, pray, pray....)... I pray for it to happen... Since last semester until now.. finally have the courage to say it in front of him... LATER. If anybody feels the way I feel arghhhh.......... PANICKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down.. Right.. Got to go before I write something stupid again... chao~~~

P/S: Readers... Do Not Get Yourself Into This Kind Of Mess ~~

Regards,
Arghh!!! It's So NOT me!
May God Bless You Always +

Update~~

lolzzz... going to talk about what happen past few days la.. Many things I have done past few days lo.... haiz...

Saturday (11/08/07)

Woke up around 9.00am prepared and wait for Ansovinus Bonus Chai ____ to pick me up.. hahah... Just like to play around with his name man. We headed to e-mart to buy stuff for Sunday Campus Mass. Bought a lot of things and luckily Ansovinus is there to help me carry. hehe.. thanks Anso :) Went back after that for a short rest and go out again to fix my car. Wash my car at one of the petrol station in Miri but I am not really satisfy with their service. haiya.. Then I headed home to wait for Amira Mea cause I need to send her to airport at 4.30pm along with TC. Have my dinner at McD after that. haha...

Well, the most interesting part finally arrive. lolzzz.... Late at night around 10.30pm, have a small gathering at Hiew's house with Catherine, Raymond, Christ, Devonne and Yvonne. Raymond showed his brilliant cards tricks and its pretty nice!!!! Catherine and me were trying to find the secret behind cards.. haha... Hiew and me prepared Bacardi Mix for everyone. We have to drink depends on the cards we drew. Who ever has even number, they have to drink 2 small cups of Bacardi Mix while for single number would be one cup. The interesting part is, J play a role as toilet pass (we are not allow to go toilet once the game start), who ever got Q have to set a rule (eg. clap hands before drink). The best part is who ever got K has to play a game called TRUE OR DARE as in you have to do what people ask you to. hahaha.. Well, a lot of rules have been set and a lot of people kena TRUE OR DARE lo.... We have done all sorts of crazy stuff that night but it is private & confidential. Sorry that I cannot share it with you guys cause I do not want my body to lay on Senadin street the next morning. hahahahaha..... Catherine and me were both drunk that we have to stay over Hiew's house for that night lo. Next...

Sunday (12/08/07)

Woke up around 10.00am and quickly rush home to have a rest and prepare food for campus mass later in the afternoon. Have a bad hang over, feel like my head is spinning around. :P After take a shower and help out at the LT Foyer before the mass started. Sempat I confessed to father about my sins before the mass started. phew... feel really light after that man. :) Move on.... while waiting for the mass to get started, all of us were practicing the songs. The mass go on for one hour plus and we have a dinner in campus after the mass la.. Hell lots of mosquitoes man.. lolzz... after that I have to rush home and go to Raymond's & Gaston's house to have a small dinner la.. basically I am very full liao... haiz... Then brought Gaston sister's (Roslyn) laptop to search for wireless connection in Curtin Villa. Somehow we can't connect it so I went and look for Allan for help. What he told me is the wireless is not even on so we cannot online la... haha.. kantoi man.. thanks to Allan anyway :)

Monday (13/08/07)

Woke up early in the morning to go to airport to fetch Mea with Iqbal and headed to Lutong Deli Papa for breakfast. The Marudi Kueh Tiaw is very nice wo~~ After that I quickly rush to campus to conduct a small orientation with Aileen for a some Petronas scholar students all the way till afternoon. Went back and have a rest then headed to class again at 5.00pm. finish around 8.00pm. Mea came and pick me up after that to go to her room while waiting for Iqbal to go for dinner. After that, Mea took out cheese pie made by her family and gave it to me and Iqbal. The pie was very nice man but I did not have the pleasure to enjoy it cause can;t get use to cheese cake. But seriously the cake is nice. Its not the cake's problem, its my problem. Thanks Mea for treating me... hehe..

And today is Tuesday, just headed back from campus and writing this post now. Have the urge to update my blog la.... Its been a habit already :). Well, got to do some work now. chao~~~

P/S: Keep Yourself involving In Positive Activities Is An Important Step To A Meaningful Life ^__^

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Sincerely Sorry

ahem.. How should I start.. ouh ,.. hehe.. i am so sorry to my readers for not updating my blog. Please forgive me... I know I am wrong already.. sob sob....

Anyway, after I come back from Kuching, my days have just been busy and busy.. sigh.. I also wish that I have time to rest. Been busy with training and O-week. Educate new students on what should they do in order to survive in this University. Tough man... After that, meetings and group assignments coming up once semester start. See??? I have enough reason for not updating my blog, k?? I guess this is good cause I am actually going through my life fully everyday. If readers somehow discovered that I keep blogging to a certain extent that everyday, you know that I am actually very and extremely FREE!!! hahah....

Really miss O-week man... Miss all the times that I have spent with new SOARS and new team culture. I will never find this in my study. That is why I am willing to shorten my holiday just for this. I dun Care!! This is one reason that my life is actually meaningful. Thinking of that I am graduating soon, feel a bit sad cause I won't be going through this anymore after I have joined the society. This is like only once in the life time bah. I hope readers can understand how I feel.

Well, since this is new semester again, new problem occurred la(as usual). I did not have a very good holiday back in my hometown but luckily it did not effect my performance during O-week. Facing another challenge currently. Miss someone and like someone but just do not dare to voice it out. I only dare to look at him from behind. I am so crazy until the certain extent that I dream of him. Everything in my mind is just him. There's so many impossibles between us. Sometimes I just wish that I can read his mind. sigh... I am such a coward la. Do not even dare to guess whether he likes me or not. Hope that I have the courage to talk to him and discuss about that la. I do not want to be regret in the rest of my life. It keeps haunting me la come on. Well, I have the worst outcome already in my head. Just wish me good luck la. It is either YES or NO. hai....

Anyway, haha... I am helping Alywin to look after Student Council while waiting for CSS(Catholic Student Society) meeting to start at 7.00pm. Saw him just now again but dun dare to talk to him cause he is sitting with his friends la. haiz... chao~~~

P/S : Life Will And Must Go on, Just Do Not Move On With A Single Regret In Your Heart. If The Thing That You Have To Do Comes To Difficult Outcome, Just Accept It Sincerely. Maybe That Is The Best Choice For Everything. (Angeline's Thoughts)

Regards,

Moody Editor (sigh)

May God Bless You Always +