A Trip to Boulevard

Woke up in the morning and ta da!!!! Got some budgets for new clothes. At least a good thing for a morning by my father. hehe...

After breakfast, the whole family went over to Parkson for clothes. Kind of hard to find preferred clothes of mine due to my big size body. :P but at least I got a nice looking purple Diesel shirt. Met a lot of my high school friends. Miss them lots.

As I thought the shopping for the day has done around 12.30pm, my mum suggested to go the newly built Boulevard in Kuching. yea, that is where the suffering starts. I never felt this tired before. Despite of that I did bought a lot of my favourite SODA series of clothes. yay!! The whole shopping session end up around 6pm. Wow.. that is what I call it 'shopping'. I can feel something wrong with my legs ligament when I walk towards my car. haha... Oh well, That's all for shopping.

On the other hand, the day of me going back to Miri is near. The starting of summer course is approaching and I have not have my book yet. sigh... Will be also spending my time for CNY (Chinese New Year) in Miri with my new clothes. hehe... Miri, stay tune.... I on my way back to you. :)

Pics below showing parts of Boulevard....

P/S : yay!! SODA!!! Yay!!

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Morning Out With Auggie

Yeppe!!!!! Finally got chance to meet Augustine before he goes back to Miri tomorrow. Woke up early in the morning and fetch him around 8.30am. We went to the newly open mei shi jie (Food court) located near Everrise at 4 1/2 mile.

Lets look at the food we had there (Not Halal ooo) .....

Cha Kueh

First choice of our order, Chinese traditional snack -- Cha Kueh!!!! Cha Kueh has two types of flavor which is either salty or sweet. If readers come to Kuching one day, it is a must to try out this dish (I think got Halal de).

Kueh Chap

I bet readers know about this. The whole Sarawak got Kueh Chap but the taste of every division might be different. It all depends on which herbs they use to cook the soup. In the soup are the mixture of pork meat, liver, intestines and the rest of the parts that you can find in pig. Its worth a try!!!!

Tomato Mee Kuching

Tomato Mee Kuching is a very unique dish. Its different from Tomato Mee at other place as for this kind of dish, the mee is fried until its crispy. Then, Tomato sauce which cook earlier will be poured on the crispy mee. I had a name for it -- Chinese Spaghetti. Sounds nice ??? hahaha... Remember to come to Kuching.

Met Aylwin Lee and his family at the food court too. We were surprised to see him there and so does he. hehehe... After all the nice food, brought Auggie to my house for a while. He was enjoying himself with the kids and I am glad. hahah... Hope he has a good time in Kuching despite his serious coughing problem.

P/S : Too Bad Forget to take photo with Auggie.. arghh!!!!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A Day Out

yup yup.. as soon as I woke up, went to fetch Valerian to go town jalan-jalan. Everywhere was surrounded with Christmas mood. Nice kan??? This is the first time I actually felt the Christmas mood in Kuching.

The Santa can move!!!

Great Christmas gift!!

After that we went for a dinner with Karen in Crown Square. The food... I just cannot explain... we are speechless when come to testing the food. hahaha...

Serve No Pork!!!

Valerian & Karen

Coleslaw

Karen's Cheese Ham Toast

Valerian's Yin Yang

My Udon Mee

Valerian's Baked Rice!!!

The relaxing environment in the restaurant

The price is a bit expensive but I think the food is worth the price. Seriously, fellow readers should try out this restaurant. It's always full during weekends and peak hours of the day.

Later on we continue to watch a movie [Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium]at 9.00pm in Metrowealth Riverside Cineplex. Another fantasy movie again but nice. December is really a month for nice movie. No regrets to come back Kuching for that. lolzzz

P/S : Sometimes a Small thing Can Lead to Unforgettable experience

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Seriously Outdated

Haiz.. Internet connection at my house is was seriously down due to really bad weather in Kuching. So piss when I did not get to online and update my blogs and other stuff especially Facebook. It's been almost one week I did not check Facebook and what happened was WOW.... Looks like it is gonna explode.. hahaha.. lots of invitations and request in my Facebook. Pening Kepala after i saw all those things...

Well, continue updating winter Snoopy's life.. As soon as I got back from Miri to Kuching, went to help out for a 3 days camp in St. Peter church along with Karen and Tiffany. We were shock that there is only one organizer, Mr Valentine for the Whole camp. Where is all the Sunday School Teachers? Aren't they suppose to help with the program?? But I having fun despite of what happen :)

Our Breakfast for 1st day camp.. Nice!!!!

The shop is somewhere near a small temple in town and it is just a small kopitiam. That is my first time and it is surprisingly NICE!! Mee kosong is very fresh and just nice for breakfast together with a bowl of Sien Liao Tang (seafood soup) which is very fresh and yummy. Tempting?? That's is a reason why Kuching is a food heaven ok? lolzzz

Saint Peter

Yupe, the statue of Saint Peter is just located in front of Sunday school. There's one more statue of Mother Mary but I did not get a chance to take the photo. Will take it the next time I go to St. Peter church.

The Participants

"Ladies & Gentlemen"introduce themselves


Some activities for the days..


Bed Time


meetings at night..

After all the children went to sleep, we have our own meeting for tomorrow's activities. Before we actually proceed, we have discussed our performance and try to improved better.

The teams [From left : Elizabeth; Tiffany; Me; Moses; Kelly and etc..]


Lunch on The last day of camp [Taken at Fang Yuen]

Tempting?? Tempting?? hahaha... This shop is located near Hock Lee center in Kuching (not sure how to get there also) and you hardly find a seat during peak hours. They close around 2.00pm. the Cha Sio meat and steam chicken is the best in Kuching along with their sauce. huhuhu~~ By the way, it is not Halal.

With Gabriel (participant)

Although the camp is really tiring but we do enjoy spending times with the kids. I get to learn new action songs and some new games. This holiday has bring me a brand new experience as I get to feel the youthfulness that lost for a long time. It's a correct decision that I have made ever to take a break from my stressful life. All I can say is this camp is worth for joining.. haha

P/S : Taking a Break From Your Routine Is a Brilliant Idea ..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

First Day Back in Kuching

huhuhu~~~ finally after all the congested condition happened in Miri airport, I have again step on my homeland -- Kuching!!!!

Collected my luggage and headed towards my family. Surprisingly I met Da Jie Itik outside and I am so shock. She told me that she came to pick me up and I was stunt because I do not remember when did I ask her to do it. oopppssss.... I am so sorry Da Jie but we get to gathered together for a couple of hours also nice la... hehe

After finish eating lunch in RH Plaza in BDC area, I showed Da Jie the way to my house and we went out again later on to watch movie at Riverside Cineplex in Crowne Plaza. The movie was really nice man and we are really having our fun time.. haha.. let me slightly introduce the movie.

Story of Enchanted
In a cartoon style fairy tale world, a beautiful young girl meets and falls in love with the handsome prince (just like every fairy tales la). They have found the true love kiss. But this romance upsets the prince's stepmother, the evil queen (Like Snowhite). She use her black magic to send the girl to the another world where it is no animated and there is no true love. Now the girl have to find her way back home and her true love in the real world where there is no true love.

It's kind of funny when I watch this in cinema when both reality and fantasy meet together which formed a new combination. A new type of romance has been created through this twisted fairy tale type of movie. You will be able to notice some classic old fairy tales appear in the movie. Everyone should watch this. Da Jie and me are both speechless after watching it. It's surprisingly nice and I feel that there is hope for true love happens in this pathetic world nowadays. Out of 5, I will give the movie a rating of 4.8.



P/S : Must Watch this movie!!!! I can guarantee it is very nice XD

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Last Day in Miri In 2007

Hmm... woke up really late today (around 4.30pm) due to sleepless night. haiz... brushed my teeth and took a bath later on. Went out for a while to give cheese cake to Valerian and we went out for a dinner and movie together. We had our dinner at A really nice BaK Kut Teh shop in Miri. There were lots of people and it is kind of hard to get a seat. Had a very nice meal and Valerian suggested watching movie in Bintang Plaza.

Decided to watch Stardust which the movie turns out to be pretty nice despite some of the boring talking parts in the movie la. A few funny scenes made me laugh my head off man!!! hahahahaha.... Sorry Valerian that I had to let you see my "not ladylike" moment as I cannot control my laugh. Wish fellow loyal readers were there so all of you can understand how the movie help in "my laughing art". >___<

In Star 1 ...

Valerian.. Haiz...
I have nothing to say

Have a few things to say before I leave Miri,

• Wish I can attend the SOAR training camp but I couldn't, sincerely apologize from me.

Since I am not going to participate in the camp I would like to wish all the best for the camp. You guys can do well without seniors interrupting seriously. Believe in yourself!

• Feel sad to leave Miri

A bit down and depressed before I leave Miri. Had a feeling that some unfinished issues will just end at the moment I leave Miri. Everything will just come to an end. Isn't that good?? But Somehow I just feel so down about it. I do not even grab a chance and fight for it and it already reaches the end. I have no choice but accepted it if things really turn out like this. Maybe a new start is better after all.

• For a leaving friend

Hey there, how's the preparation for your further studies to England? Hope you had your Visa and Passport ready. Had recalled of our past recently. Our innocent behavior few years ago and now, you are leaving soon to another country. Do not even know we might be seeing each other again in the future. I like you; hated you; cried over you but I do still care about you after all the things happened. A bit sad when I found out that you are leaving but still, I wish you all the best once you get out there because you have stepped on the way to your success.

• Looking Forward to Miri in 2008

Yay!!! Miri in 2008 here I come. I would like to have a new start, new hope and become stronger. \(>o<)/

Well, I think that is all about it. Got to get some sleep before flying back!! Chao~~

P/S : People Really Have To Learn To Let Things Go & Look Ever Forward

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Cake Baking~~

HUhuhu~~~ Had a chance to bake cakes at Kelly's house before I go back to Kuching. XD

Well, a Picture shows thousands words~~ let the pictures talk....

hehe~~~ the first cake (butter cake)



hmm... not enough mould so used 2 metal container instead



cute leh~~~



Kelly and her bf~~

After that we also made pudding and cheese cake but those do not turn out well. hahaha.. Later on a friend has came to join us for the cake session and we really had fun!!! Just do not locked your key inside the car anymore la.... you are giving me one more sleepless night.. haha.. you know who you are ho~~

P/S : Baking Cake is fun!!! I want to bake cake again!!

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Aftermath of Exam

yay!!!!! Finally all my exams had reached till its end!! Just When I went put of the exam venue I was really happy and feeling light. But when I got too many free time, one particular sentence just pop out in my head---"now what?"

haha.. fellow readers, I am stunt when I found out that I have nothing to do :P. The original beach plan has canceled due to bad weather.. sigh!!! Sunshine, white sand, blue ocean, I am so obsessed with those!!!! Its alright, I still have another chance to go.

It is no use to think and worry about the exam anymore so I just headed home and sleep. Attended a meeting that afternoon and headed for a dinner with my friends. The next day I went out the whole day played bowling; watched movie and club from Island > Cherry Berries > Balkani. XD That is the start of my night mice symptoms. Had a few sleepless night and only manage to sleep during day. huhuhu~~~ Have to adjust my body clock now.


Oh well, still have plans later on so I will just stop here then. Good night!!

P/S : Have A Limit When Going Out Playing Because It Will Disturb your routine!!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

So Sienzzz...

Haiyo~~~~
So sienz ar~~~

Have to study and study... student life so miserable leh... Holidays faster come to me la.... So stress now. Btw, I am currently sitting in Study area in campus. fuh... ya.. plan to overnight in campus to rush my readings. Along with me are May, Abdullah, Nadzim and Kenneth. They are also "studying" and facebook+ing with me. ahem...

Going to have one paper on next monday, so stress currently because i am still stuck in one chapter trying to understand it. wawawa.....

Time really flies.. When I just feel like getting use to something, it has come to an end. haiz.... I am too slow react eh.. haha...

anyway, got to continue my study now, bye~~~

P/S : Regret la.. for giving up to procrastination :(

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Exam Coming || Piss Off

Huhu~~~ the time where assessment of what we have learn through out the semester has come. Well, as usual everybody was stress and having procrastination. haha~~

Kinda worry for both of my units because I doing quite bad in it. oppssssss.... wish the exam end faster so I can go back Kuching and earn money. Yea, somehow I am a money freak now, I want to earn MORE!!!! hehe

On the other hand, I was so piss off with a friend. Before I look into this matter, I apologize first if I did really offended him. Alright, moving on....... I was just asking who the person is because I am thinking of praying for her or bless her. He just told me to ignore who is that and tell me that she is someone close.

Yea... I understand how you feel and I was just concerning. I maybe do not know her but someone who is really sick, aren't anybody will try to give a little bit concern? I am not a jealous freak as you think k?? I am human that sometimes has error and have feelings, so do you. That's why you being rude to me and I feel my pride is disturbed, I felt like I am nothing than just a stranger to you now. Try not to be so aggressive cause it really hurts.

Anything I voice out here will only remain here at this time only. I will not mentioned it anymore. I do not have the right to say whether I am wrong or right but I have the right to voice out when I am hurt and how I feel. It is for you to judge. I close my case.

P/S : I sincerely pray that lord will always answer to my prayer and help those who are in need in this world where full of temptations, challenges and hardship, Amen.

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Sucksss!!!!

Life suckssss!!!! So so sucksss!!!!!! Wanna know why??? My precious PC is condemned again!!! This is second time already ooo!!!!

Feel so frustrated right now. This is making me sick, I don't even have mood to go for class(I did go), to eat and talk to people!!! Now I am started to hate TROJAN, the cause of what happen to me!!!! Now I finally understand how it feels when your Karma is disturbed. haiz....

I mean, It's my precious PC. Hey, PC!!! Somehow it really effects my mood and i really feel like crying now. Everything just screwed up. Dahla I still have not relieve myself from stressful week and some matters come and kacau me!

I have no one to cry on, have no one to depend on. I am just getting too independent too much until I kept everything for myself only. Sometimes I just feel that its time to give up and wanted to collapsed just like that. Feel like throwing stuffs here and there, vandalize my stuffs, show my mood to everyone and even shout out of no where. But I can't because I know this is wrong.

Well, just have to get a little more stronger to go over this stage again. He is no longer by my side anymore for so long to support me. The promise that he gave will never be fulfilled. Well, it is just some old pictures of us and that is no big deal.

Well, I got to go now as I still have unfinished work.. so chao~~

P/S : faster fixed my PC la~~~

Regards,
Angeline
May God Bless You Always +

Just Come Across My Mind..

hmm.... Feel so awkward somehow in the evening. An incident just went across my mind. Normally people will try to split a couple up if they have a chance rite when they like certain person. I think that is the nature of people want to fight for what they want.

But, instead of provoking them to split I actually helping them to go together again. The strange thing is, I did not sense any forms of jealousy in me instead I hope they will find their good ending.

Is this some kind of joke? I just being Saint? I am out of my mind??

Well, I am really not sure here because this is the first time I actually encounter this situation. maybe I should seek some advice from my fellow readers.

By the way, in the process of changing my blog skin, I actually lose all the settings that I just created. arghhh!!! So sick man... Luckily I manage to recover most of them. I really need a blog expert here. So anyone who would like to help me please yea.. do help.. thanks a lot!!

Now, I am brainstorming and cracking my brain to come out with some marketing and pricing strategies for my assignment. Just have to keep brainstorming my self la... jia ne...

P/S : I Want Holiday!!!!!

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Week Free Is A Myth!!!

arghhhh!!!! I cannot stand it anymore la...
This week free is like a myth!!!
It is so called "Week Free"!!!!

Sad to say but I am not free at all. I feel like jumping off from a building or choke myself with food. sigh.... October as usual every year is the busiest time ever.

All the major assignments due in this month!! Pathetic huh??? oh man.... I wish I could help out my Er Jie Catherine to deal with long house stuff. I am terribly sorry for her... arghhh!!! Did not fulfill my role as her assistant! But I do want to join for the trip to long house again to pass the photos to them and help you with the framing. I will do whatever I can to help. Once I am free I will rush to you. I am so sorry!!!! Luckily got Da Jie Karen who knows really well in editing videos. wawawa.. Thanks Da Jie :)

Everyday is just meetings and meetings. morning wake up to finish off the remaining discussions, afternoon meeting, after that go home rest and continue to do my part!! It's 3 assignment my friends. 3!!! All due in October. sigh sigh sigh..
Not feeling well this few days also. Feel so sick... :/

P/S: My fellow Teammates... We Can Do It!! Gam Ba Re Desu!!!

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

My 20th Birthday >o<

Haha.. 10^th October 1987… what’s wrong with this date? Well, the birthday of the blogger for this blog is that date!!! The day that I born to this world, thanks mum and dad; thanks to my aunt who save my life and the most important this is thanks and praise the lord for bringing me to this world on that date. I am already a winner. Let me see… Carlena’s birthday same with me, Snoopy, late Anita Mui, The launching of rocket is 10 October also!! Muahaha…

Well, just gone crazy for a while. Surprisingly I do not really have birthday mood this year because I have been busy with my group assignmentSSss and discussions. Sometime I just think that it is just a birthday, it is not a big deal. Maybe I am trying not to hope gua.. Readers may be wondering whether I have got my bf wrap with Red Ribbon, isn’t it? Haha.. Well, it is just a joke la... I did not get it... lolzzz I will SHOCK to death if I really get it man… no kidding.

Receive a lot of comments and message in Friendster and phone. Have a dinner with Hisham and Irwin at Seahorse for my birthday. Rush to meet Kelly, Raymond and LC for my party and went to Canada hill to celebrate my birthday with Hiew, Yvonne, Cat and Kayren. Fuh!! By the time I reach home, I am a dead fish. But seriously guys, I was surprise with all the surprises that you guys have done for me. I did not expect those, really and I am so touch and grateful. Kelly… thanks for your handmade jelly and pudding and the cake and also the present!!!! Do not know what to say lo~~~ really don’t know how to repay all of you.

Thank you guys for everything!!!!

Wondering about my wish list for my birthday? Well, bf wrap with red ribbon. Hahaha. Nah… it is just a joke. Seriously, I do not know what to wish even. So my first wish end up “I want $$$$”. Second wish is “I want Car!!!”. Lolzzz… took quite a long time for me to think of the third wish man (out of wish…lolzz). Third wish is for me as a secret k?? hehehe… anyway, Happy birthday to the people who has the same birth date also..

Haiz… 20 year old liao lo!!!! Am I really an old virgin now? Hahaha… well, being single is not a sin and I am quite enjoying it for now. Just let the flow move by itself la… who knows… true love may come soon…. Have to throw away all the bad habits now and try to act and practice like an adult to prepare for my adult stage next year ~~ Sound so OLD… sigh

Lastly, I would want to wish myself:-

Happy Birthday!!!

P/S: Always Appreciate What You Have Gained In Your Lifetime.

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Long House Trip

Finally I get a time to update the information on the long house trip previous week. CV! Curtin Sarawak in conjunction with John Curtin Charity Week (JCCW) had organized a few events but I only get to join the events which are the long house trip held on 6^th October ~ 7^th October 2007. Catherine Chia, our Organizing Chairperson and me as her assistant. The long house we went to named Rumah Ampik (hope I did not get the name wrong) and the tuai rumah of the house is Tuai Rumah Ambik.

Day 1 (6^th October 2007)

We departed from campus around 6.45am in the morning and arrive to the destination around 7.45am. I have decided to drive there with my baby (Si Kancil) and 14 of us (including Muslim participants) are quite shock with the short distance to the long house and later we found out that the long house we staying in is the nearest to town compared to the other 3 long houses. Tuai Rumah has already waited for us and he welcomes us to his long house with a warm smile and friendly attitude. After we have settled our stuffs and belongings, we have a short session of breakfast before we begin our community work. Well, actually there isn’t so much to do there because we end up planting plants along the roadside and helping out in the kitchen. Within one hour we all get the stuff done. Fast leh?? Daniel who is our exchange student was very worried when comes to cutting the heart of oil palm tree as the culinary style is different from the western style. Lolzzz….

Lunch time!!!! Well, this is the time that we are really started to enjoy the whole crash course of visiting long house. All sorts of my favorite dish are there!!! Pansuh (Bamboo Chicken), sweet potato leaves, curry, BBQ chicken and more. Those are the foods that really can make you eat quietly. Hahaha.. everybody seems to enjoy the food so much. Too bad those Muslim participants are puasaing. We have a short rest and bath after lunch and preparing for the function in afternoon which is the ceremony of receiving fire extinguishers from Leo Club Miri at 2.00pm. Kayren and I have to dress up with Iban costume to officially welcome all the VIPs and Catherine too have to dress up with Baju Kurung (Trust me; she is really GORGEOUS with that). The whole outfit is very heavy and I have to wear some painful accessories on my hand and leg. Wearing the outfit surely is painful but I think its all worth it.

After all the functions over, we finally have our own free time. As we thought that we can actually have a nap for a while but we are wrong. Tuai Rumah drags us out and starts to drink Tuak (Rice Wine) from one house to another. Then we stop for drinking for a while until dinner is done and started drinking again. Some of us start to feel dizzy and couldn’t stand anymore so they went back to rest. Haiz.. The effects of Tuak sure are strong because even I feel it after drinking so much. Unfortunately our OC collapsed and sleep in her room and left me the assistant alone to handle everything. The feast started and we all are enjoying the performances, dancing and singing all the way until late night and we all went to bed.

Day 2 (7^th October 2007)

Woke up at 7.15am, took a bath, dress up, have breakfast and continue to work for the second day. Well, it is so called “working” but we did not. We walk a long distance under the sun to visit their farm. Their land sure is HUGE. We stop by at a Tebu farm and potato field. After that we headed back to the long house for lunch. Then, we are invited to join a ceremony called “Ranyai” where all of us have to dance around the oil palm tree in the long house and cut a thing off the tree. Haha.. Everyone surely enjoy it so much.

After that, we also perform our dance in front of them as a sign of thank you and appreciation towards the whole long house and it’s too bad that we have to leave the long house today. Feel sad because we have our loving foster parents there who are very friendly and welcoming. We took a lot of pictures with them before we packed and leave the long house. I really miss my foster mum, I can still recall her sad face when we are about to leave. T_T Thanks mum for the well treat for the whole crash course.

The worse thing is before we leave we get to drink Tuak again… haiz… all of us are dizzy on our journey back to campus. Hahaha… well, I think that’s about it. I really hope that I will have a chance to go back to the long house to visit them again. Actually they have invited us for Hari Gawai next year. Hahaha… so happy… this long house trip surely give us the experience for our lifetime that we hardly forget. Sob sob… although this is the third time I been to long house but I really love it man.. Fellow readers have to experience it in order to feel the spirit of the people and culture of Iban. No regret man!!!

P/S : A Crash Course Turn Out To Be An Experience That Could Not Forget For The Lifetime

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Don’t Know What Happen Lately…

Haiz… it’s been a while after since the last post... cannot really update my blog but I definitely will try. Thanks for all the readers who are always there to support me. You know who you are. :)

Well, have the nice prom ever so far. The theme of the prom is “Hollywood- A Night for the stars”. Got a partner for prom and celebrated his birthday during prom also. J Thanks ya... you know who you are. Hope you like the present from me & you know who la. Hahahah… But still there are some moody incidents happen lo~~ during the prom itself, after Prom. haiz… well... If you wish to find more, just keep reading.

First, there have been rumors going around after prom and thanks to SOMEONE who actually contributed to all these things which really piss me off!!! Sorry la... If someone terasa but I do not care. It’s been a year and almost 2 years now, I don’t even interfere your life anymore and almost forgotten you and yet you still try to gather my information about me behind me? As an add-on from me, you also made stories for others to listen? How dare you? I bet you thought I do not know since I do not catch up but sorry yea, because I know every single thing!!! Look, I do not really mind anymore but don’t you think this is stupid? I am not interfering in your life anymore or should I say I do not even care what happen to you anymore. Why? Why you still like that? Seems like you are not growing huh? Well, it is up to you if you like to condemn people. I know you just jealous about what we have. If you want popularity, I’ll give it to you. You want to be superior to me, I’ll be fine with it also if all those things will make you FEEL BETTER. I will just remain quite to those spreading rumors. I do not wish my life to be disturbed anymore. I hope you will move on instead of staying in the past as this will make yourself look so pathetic. Should not have worry about you with that kind of partner. I rest my case here.

Second, haiya... after prom is all about my hectic assignments. Yeah, I have 3 major group assignments going to due in October!! The worse thing is, my 20^th birthday is going to be in this month and I do not think I can celebrate it. Pointless also if I get to celebrate my birthday cause only myself and just like usual with nothing special. Unless got someone wrap him up with RED ribbon and presented to me as a present. Hahaha... jk jk.. But I do hope to have a boyfriend for my birthday. Of course not for the sake of having a boyfriend so I need to love anyone, NO… well, this will lead to another issue that I will discuss further.

Furthermore, I just do not know what happen to me lately. All the bad moods just come without any logical reasons. My heart will go like “DUP, DAP….dup dap…DUP DAP…dup dap...” It is in critical stage. My heart is beating disorder. Not only that, I keep having dreams when I sleep during the day. Too much dreams until to the extent that my head is painful and wanted to puke. Is it because my unbalance hormone? Menstrual? Love? Haiz… I hope not la.. All the ups & downs of my heart are happening frequently. $#@$#@%$^... Do not know what to do with it. I have to apologies if I ever offended someone again… so sorry… but one thing I have to admit is... I do miss someone... I was shocked when I discover that… don’t know whether it mean anything or not. I think I just hang out to much with that someone and cannot get use when he is not around or I did not see him for a day. Maybe this is the reason (convincing myself to believe). Hard to involve in relationship now le... too many things in my mind already...

One last thing before I end my problem, having “FAMILY CIVIL WAR” currently. I just do not understand why adult fight seems so childish to me? And it is all about stupid things that do not worth it. All the jealousy, story making… I do not even know who to trust anymore. I just beg that things will be clear soon so I will not drag into this war anymore. I am very confuse with which is the truth which is not anymore. Pls la.. I don’t want to see my family dream fall apart, a wish that I have been wanted since last time. I want to be set free form all these. Sigh… I love all of you .. pls.. No more suffer.. Try to think of what your children will feel.

Sigh, in short… I have few problems now...

1. Rumors which I do not want to care anymore
2. Get my assignments done
3. No more birthday for me
4. My heartbeat disorder
5. Family civil war

Lord, I sincerely pray that my pathetic life will end soon as I do not think I can take it anymore la… Amen.

P/S : Always Be Strong Of What You Hold On!

Regards,

Tired & frustrated editor :(

May God Bless You Always +

An Outrip With My Aunt In Miri

arghhh!!!!! It's been a long time since the last time I blog. Almost a month here and I am so sorry T___T. A lot of things happen and I am just busy and busy. Busy with dance practices; performance on Curtin Open Day (Darn!! Missed iPod Nano!!); assignments, group assignments & meetings and presentation. haiz......

But luckily today I am free and my Aunt is in Miri now so I went to look for her. She came with a few friends from Kuching staying in Imperial Hotel. Brought her and her friends to a few places in Miri such as Tanjung, Esplanade, Boulevards and some shops. Bought a lot of souvenirs to bring back along the way heheheh..

Now, I am staying in the hotel until tomorrow morning to send my aunt to airport. Sitting in front of my laptop now, drinking coke and enjoying the excellent Internet connection here. wow. nice man.. Maybe later will go to the gym and swimming pool in level 5. Jealous readers?? haha.. you should.. nana nana nah.... lalalalalalala... Sunday is the best.yahoooo!!!

Well, the time to enjoy will end soon as next week I have to become busy again. I am just temporary escaping from reality here. Prom is coming up:) Hope that I will be having an enjoyable and unforgettable night. Long house event is coming up also. yeah!!! Gam ba re!!! chao~~

P/S : Life Is Not Just About Love Alone, So Do Not Narrow Down Your Vision When You In Love (Speak through experience :P)

Regards,
Angie (enjoying)
May God Bless You Always +

Just Saying Hi.....

Hi fellow readers. Hope you guys doing fine during this free week. I am quite fine here except feel like want to take a knife and put at my neck. hahahaha... just kidding. I will be ok de... Will get through this tough period. Just hope that things will end fast. Well, not much things happened here just that I keep going out every day and come back late to rush assignments plus get fed up with my assignments. Sleep around 2.00 am or 3.00 am almost every day. Always feel hungry hahaha.... OMG... So worry now man...

Went to Star Bucks to have a cup of my favourite cappuccino. As I thought I am fine with coffee and started to enjoy it, haiz... the next day i got stomach ache and went to toilet for few times. Luckily I did not caught food poisoning cause this is what happen to me last time after I consume coffee. Guess the coffee in Starbucks is mild eh.. phew...

Well... today is Merdeka Eve and I am sitting in front of my laptop again. Yeah!!! Malaysia are celebrating 50th Merdeka this year!!! Yahoooooo!!!! Long Live Malaysia. haha... would like to wish my home country Happy Birthday and hope that Wawasan 2020 CAN be achieved plus reducing the gap among races. hmm... My sister has gone out for the Merdeka countdown event in MC3 (one of the famous club in Kuching). Asking why am I staying at home? yeah, I have no mood to go out lah tonight. Just feel like sitting at home since my parents were not at home. Lega.... A quiet time for me... Free from bebel..

Guess I have to go through this merdeka eve alone la... haha... hmm, before I conclude my post for today, will post some pictures about my newly born cousin in my family. He is sooooo cute ooo~~~ haha... enjoy (>0<)

My Newly Born Boy Cousin!!!!

He is Just 3 Days Old!!!!

hahaha... he is so tiny!! So Scare When I Hug Him..

P/S : Wanna go back to Miri~~~~

Regards,
Retarded Angie
May God Bless You Always +

The Week Free... =_="""""

Oh gosh, who will expect me to go back Kuching this soon? Yes I am sitting in front of my laptop in Kuching. Arrived yesterday around 3.15pm. Headed straight home and sleep. I did not have enough sleep before that. Wonder why I go back in a sudden? sigh.. I have to go back to Kuching because I have something to deal with at home. Please do not ask me what is that. Brought all my assigments with me too. Kmk t'paksa balik rumah kat Kch la. kesian kmk, rindu ktk kat Miri wu~~~.. Miss all my friends in Miri currently... I will be back soon ya.. wawawa....(>_<)

All the kids in my family were very happy when they see me, of course I miss them too. Went to Jalan Song last night to have some Kuching food!!! Yeah, Kuching food... I found the best burger in town man... so nice wo.. Mirian should come to Kuching and try the food around here man.. Kuching have the best food ever. Apart from burger, I have ordered Tau Fu Fah (Flower Bean curd) and one Coconut Pandan. lolzzzz Gaining weight soon if I keep eating like that man.. PIG!!!!!!

This morning I went to my sister's college called Inti College Sarawak. They were having this Inti Stars Challenge event going on where students get to sing on the stage without music, I repeat... WITHOUT MUSIC. Quite a number of the participants sang well. Reminds me of coming Curtin Idol event. Hope that Curtinians will not lose their face on the stage oo... haha....

Of course, after the fun part serious part of the holiday coming in. yeah, I am not free even though this is week free. Hell lots of assignments to do and have to settle things at home. Well, before I start with all the serious works, let me have a nap first. hiak hiak.. Chao~~

P/S : Pray to God that I can go through this tough period and praise the Lord for giving a chance for me to go home, Amen.

Regards,

Tired Angie

May God Bless You Always +

Aftermath of Pre-U Camp..

Hi readers, sorry for keeping you guys waiting. SO tired so I just went to bed last night. Not really feeling well. Having sore throat and block nose. Damn those haze. Hope I won't use my inhaler again this time. The camping was really nice. A good experience in a way cause this is the first time I live in campus. Kinda spooky at night though. lolzzz

Did not sleep much due to some noisy sounds. I always have problem to sleep if there is a single noise in the room. Aren't I suppose to talk about aftermath? haha... ok ok.. continue..

Well, lots of assignments is waiting for me currently. So, I have no time to feel my heartbreak and think of problems (after I am free then it will some back). Assignments is enough to kill me now plus I am sick. I only have a little time to blog now so I'll be short this time. I will busy the whole way until Thursday night and have to pack my stuff to go back to Kuching on this Friday.

In the nutshell, I am really busy currently and you guys would not see me in campus nowadays. Just hope that I would not explode la at the end of the day. haiz...

P/S: Really Have To Gain Excellent Time Management Skill (Angeline's Demand).

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Lost Lost Lost...

Hi readers, read my previous blog post? Waiting for the result? Well, one thing that I have to say is..... ok.. I'll start of with what happen during camp, is that fine? Basically, I have been concentrating on the activities for the camp itself until I have forgotten about it. haizz..... I think a part of me is too nervous and wanted me to forget about it eh. Was expecting him for the whole day and I finally see him during the night but do not talk much. Later I went to LT for Dr Adeline's session's on 'What Is Love?'. Her speech was nice man. haha.. Then he came in and sit beside me. That is when I remembered that I should talk to him. Well, started to get nervous this time. Really wanted to talk open my mouth to ask him whether got time to talk later but I hesitated when I heard Dr Adeline talked about commitment, friend, romance. I suddenly shut my mouth cause those words makes me think twice again(Actually its over millions times before this). Do I really have to tell him? I only have the heart that LIKE him but I never think of other aspects. I started to wonder am I doing right. There goes my 1st chance to talk to him. haiz.. Sorry guys.. I know.. I know.. I am a coward. Move on>>>>

Well, after everything done, all of us went back to VIP Lounge and had a meeting on the shifts for patrolling that night and here comes my 2nd chance. Him, one friend of mine and me have the same shift. My friend actually help me out and leave him and me alone to go patrolling with a warning that "If you do not tell him, I angry oo". yeah, something like that la. All the way I was really panic and do not know how to start. So I asked him if he was awake but he tell me that he is half awake. arghh.... But at last before we walk back to the fire I get to say it OUT, but not complete (I don't even say a word from what I have practiced for DAYS) . I just go straight to the point by asking him the "OFFER". Deng deng deng... the result is .. he REJECTED the offer. ouch.. that is what I heard from my heart. Luckily I have expected the worse things. Yeah.. readers, I have FAILED. Managed to hold my tears. phew.....

Didn't get a chance to tell him how long have I like him; how I come out from my past when I first saw him; how happy am I when I found out that somehow we like the same things; how much have I tried to get out my courage to tell him; how delighted when I found a good listener and the familiarity in him. Anyway, no worries la... if things can't work out, just let it be. I am not as paranoid as before anymore where I must get what I want. He is the one who makes me have the intention to find my way back into love again. Was really hope that he will like me though.

Well.. feel so tired right now so i will continue my post tomorrow can??? Chao~~~

P/S: You Really Have To Take A Rest If You Are Tired, You Must.. (Angeline's advice)

Regards,
Lost lost editor
May God Bless You Always+

Lost Day..

*sigh*.. Good Morning, Readers. Life has just so many sighs in it. Cannot sleep la. Sitting in front of my lovely PC staring at it without a single word. There's been a thing keep playing and repeat in my brain currently. Will go to help out for Pre-U Camp later in the afternoon (That is the thing that I have been worry about). Remember that I said in last post that I will try to find a suitable time to talk to him? I think the time has come and please, do not ask me why. This is going to be THE FIRST TIME in my life to do this. Man!!!! Now I know how it feels... It feels like... You just can't eat and drink properly; can't concentrate in doing things(almost cut my hand while cooking); keep thinking on what should I say. oh gosh!!!! I mean.. never ask THIS to guy but only they ask me. ^%$#$#@^%&^..................

Really hard for me to say it out leh.. considering I am a girl. Well, really hope that things will turn up well (pray, pray, pray....)... I pray for it to happen... Since last semester until now.. finally have the courage to say it in front of him... LATER. If anybody feels the way I feel arghhhh.......... PANICKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down..Calm Down.. Right.. Got to go before I write something stupid again... chao~~~

P/S: Readers... Do Not Get Yourself Into This Kind Of Mess ~~

Regards,
Arghh!!! It's So NOT me!
May God Bless You Always +

Update~~

lolzzz... going to talk about what happen past few days la.. Many things I have done past few days lo.... haiz...

Saturday (11/08/07)

Woke up around 9.00am prepared and wait for Ansovinus Bonus Chai ____ to pick me up.. hahah... Just like to play around with his name man. We headed to e-mart to buy stuff for Sunday Campus Mass. Bought a lot of things and luckily Ansovinus is there to help me carry. hehe.. thanks Anso :) Went back after that for a short rest and go out again to fix my car. Wash my car at one of the petrol station in Miri but I am not really satisfy with their service. haiya.. Then I headed home to wait for Amira Mea cause I need to send her to airport at 4.30pm along with TC. Have my dinner at McD after that. haha...

Well, the most interesting part finally arrive. lolzzz.... Late at night around 10.30pm, have a small gathering at Hiew's house with Catherine, Raymond, Christ, Devonne and Yvonne. Raymond showed his brilliant cards tricks and its pretty nice!!!! Catherine and me were trying to find the secret behind cards.. haha... Hiew and me prepared Bacardi Mix for everyone. We have to drink depends on the cards we drew. Who ever has even number, they have to drink 2 small cups of Bacardi Mix while for single number would be one cup. The interesting part is, J play a role as toilet pass (we are not allow to go toilet once the game start), who ever got Q have to set a rule (eg. clap hands before drink). The best part is who ever got K has to play a game called TRUE OR DARE as in you have to do what people ask you to. hahaha.. Well, a lot of rules have been set and a lot of people kena TRUE OR DARE lo.... We have done all sorts of crazy stuff that night but it is private & confidential. Sorry that I cannot share it with you guys cause I do not want my body to lay on Senadin street the next morning. hahahahaha..... Catherine and me were both drunk that we have to stay over Hiew's house for that night lo. Next...

Sunday (12/08/07)

Woke up around 10.00am and quickly rush home to have a rest and prepare food for campus mass later in the afternoon. Have a bad hang over, feel like my head is spinning around. :P After take a shower and help out at the LT Foyer before the mass started. Sempat I confessed to father about my sins before the mass started. phew... feel really light after that man. :) Move on.... while waiting for the mass to get started, all of us were practicing the songs. The mass go on for one hour plus and we have a dinner in campus after the mass la.. Hell lots of mosquitoes man.. lolzz... after that I have to rush home and go to Raymond's & Gaston's house to have a small dinner la.. basically I am very full liao... haiz... Then brought Gaston sister's (Roslyn) laptop to search for wireless connection in Curtin Villa. Somehow we can't connect it so I went and look for Allan for help. What he told me is the wireless is not even on so we cannot online la... haha.. kantoi man.. thanks to Allan anyway :)

Monday (13/08/07)

Woke up early in the morning to go to airport to fetch Mea with Iqbal and headed to Lutong Deli Papa for breakfast. The Marudi Kueh Tiaw is very nice wo~~ After that I quickly rush to campus to conduct a small orientation with Aileen for a some Petronas scholar students all the way till afternoon. Went back and have a rest then headed to class again at 5.00pm. finish around 8.00pm. Mea came and pick me up after that to go to her room while waiting for Iqbal to go for dinner. After that, Mea took out cheese pie made by her family and gave it to me and Iqbal. The pie was very nice man but I did not have the pleasure to enjoy it cause can;t get use to cheese cake. But seriously the cake is nice. Its not the cake's problem, its my problem. Thanks Mea for treating me... hehe..

And today is Tuesday, just headed back from campus and writing this post now. Have the urge to update my blog la.... Its been a habit already :). Well, got to do some work now. chao~~~

P/S: Keep Yourself involving In Positive Activities Is An Important Step To A Meaningful Life ^__^

Regards,
Angie
May God Bless You Always +

Sincerely Sorry

ahem.. How should I start.. ouh ,.. hehe.. i am so sorry to my readers for not updating my blog. Please forgive me... I know I am wrong already.. sob sob....

Anyway, after I come back from Kuching, my days have just been busy and busy.. sigh.. I also wish that I have time to rest. Been busy with training and O-week. Educate new students on what should they do in order to survive in this University. Tough man... After that, meetings and group assignments coming up once semester start. See??? I have enough reason for not updating my blog, k?? I guess this is good cause I am actually going through my life fully everyday. If readers somehow discovered that I keep blogging to a certain extent that everyday, you know that I am actually very and extremely FREE!!! hahah....

Really miss O-week man... Miss all the times that I have spent with new SOARS and new team culture. I will never find this in my study. That is why I am willing to shorten my holiday just for this. I dun Care!! This is one reason that my life is actually meaningful. Thinking of that I am graduating soon, feel a bit sad cause I won't be going through this anymore after I have joined the society. This is like only once in the life time bah. I hope readers can understand how I feel.

Well, since this is new semester again, new problem occurred la(as usual). I did not have a very good holiday back in my hometown but luckily it did not effect my performance during O-week. Facing another challenge currently. Miss someone and like someone but just do not dare to voice it out. I only dare to look at him from behind. I am so crazy until the certain extent that I dream of him. Everything in my mind is just him. There's so many impossibles between us. Sometimes I just wish that I can read his mind. sigh... I am such a coward la. Do not even dare to guess whether he likes me or not. Hope that I have the courage to talk to him and discuss about that la. I do not want to be regret in the rest of my life. It keeps haunting me la come on. Well, I have the worst outcome already in my head. Just wish me good luck la. It is either YES or NO. hai....

Anyway, haha... I am helping Alywin to look after Student Council while waiting for CSS(Catholic Student Society) meeting to start at 7.00pm. Saw him just now again but dun dare to talk to him cause he is sitting with his friends la. haiz... chao~~~

P/S : Life Will And Must Go on, Just Do Not Move On With A Single Regret In Your Heart. If The Thing That You Have To Do Comes To Difficult Outcome, Just Accept It Sincerely. Maybe That Is The Best Choice For Everything. (Angeline's Thoughts)

Regards,

Moody Editor (sigh)

May God Bless You Always +