hmm.. have been wondering a lot recently.. too many questions in my head..
Wondering when will my waiting ends??? Sometimes waiting makes me suffer. The reason behind is I am waiting for unknown answer. I might waiting for a disappointed ending. Scare of losing things that I really sincere with. Scare that I am actually a burden. Sometimes being understanding means troubling myself. I guess that is why some people keep saying themselves "It's complicated". haha
Wondering how should I make my choices.. Currently I have 2 choices to make.. either go or stay. If I stay, will things change according to what I want? If I go, does that mean that I have no more chances? sigh.....
Wondering when will my dream come true.. I know.. this is a stupid wonder.. but still, I still keep a tiny hope on it. Got see the prince today.. hohoho... when he is busy. I do not really dare to disturb him. I am trying to be understanding as possible but today I had become a little bit unreasonable. So sorry.. But trust me, I am appreciating every minute that we have here. Prince has gave me a warm message that day. I am so surprised that he will did that. Feel so warm and yup.. for the rest of my day.. I am so energetic in class.. lolzzz.. really wanna let the prince know missing him so much, feel empty if did not hear from him even its only one single day. Wanna tell prince everything but fear that being too honest will only hurt myself. The princess do not want the prince to think that she is cheap and like have nothing to do and wasting life here.
Good news is.. I am still encouraging and motivating myself to move on. Well, I am trying.. Just let it be la.. If It's mine.. mine lo.. If its not.. it's fate lo.. Time will give me the answer that I want eventually. Just have to continue being myself. I may look illogical to people but am I really that weird? I am proud of my unique self.
P/S : Used some Lame metaphor again.. swt"""
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
Wondering when will my waiting ends??? Sometimes waiting makes me suffer. The reason behind is I am waiting for unknown answer. I might waiting for a disappointed ending. Scare of losing things that I really sincere with. Scare that I am actually a burden. Sometimes being understanding means troubling myself. I guess that is why some people keep saying themselves "It's complicated". haha
Wondering how should I make my choices.. Currently I have 2 choices to make.. either go or stay. If I stay, will things change according to what I want? If I go, does that mean that I have no more chances? sigh.....
Wondering when will my dream come true.. I know.. this is a stupid wonder.. but still, I still keep a tiny hope on it. Got see the prince today.. hohoho... when he is busy. I do not really dare to disturb him. I am trying to be understanding as possible but today I had become a little bit unreasonable. So sorry.. But trust me, I am appreciating every minute that we have here. Prince has gave me a warm message that day. I am so surprised that he will did that. Feel so warm and yup.. for the rest of my day.. I am so energetic in class.. lolzzz.. really wanna let the prince know missing him so much, feel empty if did not hear from him even its only one single day. Wanna tell prince everything but fear that being too honest will only hurt myself. The princess do not want the prince to think that she is cheap and like have nothing to do and wasting life here.
Good news is.. I am still encouraging and motivating myself to move on. Well, I am trying.. Just let it be la.. If It's mine.. mine lo.. If its not.. it's fate lo.. Time will give me the answer that I want eventually. Just have to continue being myself. I may look illogical to people but am I really that weird? I am proud of my unique self.
P/S : Used some Lame metaphor again.. swt"""
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
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