Hiding myself at the usual corner again (can't seem to upload the photo of the spot.. grrr), just feel like lazying around and away from voices of human.. aih...
Being honest is hard, being truthful hurts, doing the so called right thing taking its toll. But then again God, if it is not now, when? I have already revealed my cards; said things which can't be undone. The rest, i only can let the course run on its own from here. Can't figure out the true meaning of this universe (wont be human if i do). If it is meant to be, it is.. if it is not.. then so be it.
What will be the end of it? I don't know. The only thing i know is that, i can't live being a coward anymore; using the grand excuse of sacrificing oneself in order to make everyone's happy. How long can i continue to lie to myself like this?
Ying
Seeking for a breakthrough
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