The times i don't feel that God is close to me, He is actually close at heart. Just like 4 years ago, crucial timing where i have asked and seeked, then answers (be it complete or incomplete... yes God.. you are so naughty) came right away after that. Always during Christmas period aih..
This short trip, although is not a full closure but i did experience certain degree of breakthrough; getting closer and closer to the one buried inside of me. Things i did not get to do before this, people that i have not been able to meet, funeral that i am unable to attend.. i fulfilled it during this trip.
Now sitting at the airport departure hall, heart is longing to go home, to where the other person is... for now... what will it be after this, i do not know; all i know is i can never let go of seeking you, can never stop questioning you, Lord.
Ying
Sometimes we stubborn like rain
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