So upset currently.. do not really can make clear of the situation here so I'll just briefly talk about it. A situation/incident had happen one night. I was stunt cause I do not know how to handle that situation. I do not know whether I am wrong or not but I think I am partially wrong. After that incident, no matter how many times I tried to apologize to her, she won't accept it. At first I called her to apologize. What she had told me is "It's ok, never mind.". But then I am still worry so I visited her. What I get is ignorance from her. Is that numb look again.. the numb look that I always fear of since last time, my deepest fear. I try so hard to smile in front of her but she just did not notice that. Am I really did wrong?? If I did, then why you do not want to confront me and clarify in front of me??? We are a long time friend already. You know how much you meant for me??? Do you ever know?? Do you ever care??? I mean things happen, mistakes happen. if our friendship is strong enough, you won't do this to me cause you will know how hurt I would feel. Now I just realized that our friendship is so Fragile. Why don't you just be honest with me if I have really done WRONG?!
Do you still remember the first day you come to campus that you say you can remember me most and use my name in the O-Nite performance??? You know I was so happy about it??? I have a friend who really appreciate me. It really meant a lot to me. I always want my friends to be happy in front of me, not like what had happen that night! You know that is like a nightmare for me?? I never want this situation to happen, I swear to God with my own name!!! I love you as a friend, I really appreciate you as a friend. But why??? When things happen you become like this??? You have changed or should I say I never know that you are like that? Since you have made up your mind now, since I have tried my best to gain our friendship back; I think I have made my decision. I'll respect you. But you do not ever regret of what you have made up cause I will never turn back to it again. SINCERELY.
It's enough to hurt once. I can't take another disappointment again.
Angle's Note: Tears is just like pearls..Sometimes,it is not worth to cry for the people who don't worth that much
Regards,
Angle (Heart Break & Disappointed)
May God Bless You Always +
Do you still remember the first day you come to campus that you say you can remember me most and use my name in the O-Nite performance??? You know I was so happy about it??? I have a friend who really appreciate me. It really meant a lot to me. I always want my friends to be happy in front of me, not like what had happen that night! You know that is like a nightmare for me?? I never want this situation to happen, I swear to God with my own name!!! I love you as a friend, I really appreciate you as a friend. But why??? When things happen you become like this??? You have changed or should I say I never know that you are like that? Since you have made up your mind now, since I have tried my best to gain our friendship back; I think I have made my decision. I'll respect you. But you do not ever regret of what you have made up cause I will never turn back to it again. SINCERELY.
It's enough to hurt once. I can't take another disappointment again.
Angle's Note: Tears is just like pearls..Sometimes,it is not worth to cry for the people who don't worth that much
Regards,
Angle (Heart Break & Disappointed)
May God Bless You Always +
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