Ok.. sien.. again.. as usual, suppose to have some time for myself during tuition free week but I have never enjoy my own free tuition free week at all(since I first start at Curtin till now!). There's always have things come along into my lfie, to fill into my life. First thing first, gonna work until my leg break this time! My manager has requested me to work more during holidays since my visa allow me to work over 20 hours during holidays. Wuhu~~ Becoming the slave for money soon enough.. Oh well, when come to think of saving money to buy *super nice things* to pamper my heart... I just can't decline.. money bah.. who don't want? Tell me la.. Imagine my salary is equal or more than any general manager in Malaysia. hiak hiak..
I have seriously been lag back in chasing the progression of my assignments and presentations. Oh man.. gotta work really hard this time around. I feel the tense in tutorials here because the competition here is much more greater compare to Curtin Sarawak campus. Feel so inferior. eeeeee .. geramnya.
Life have been doing great.. even out of my expectations.. but there is always a time where I am tired, I am weak.. and during those times my brain will automatic flash back to old things. Still feel painful and despair especially those times.. thinking how we got into this kind of situation, thinking all about the ups and downs that happen before, the sweet times before.. its has never been get off from my mind.
This has been bother me for quite some time as I am having hard time to cope with it. It makes me feel really hopeless and since I am being far far away... it is even worse.. Now, It's not that I am not moving on or cannot let go. After all, me and everyone of us only human, always fighting what we are feeling.. at the end when it turn out unlucky we have hurt ourselves instead of healing ourselves. At that particular moment, we will never see hope and dreams but ruin and devastation.
There's one section of Jon Mclaughlin's song I wanna share with readers, it goes :
Life have been doing great.. even out of my expectations.. but there is always a time where I am tired, I am weak.. and during those times my brain will automatic flash back to old things. Still feel painful and despair especially those times.. thinking how we got into this kind of situation, thinking all about the ups and downs that happen before, the sweet times before.. its has never been get off from my mind.
This has been bother me for quite some time as I am having hard time to cope with it. It makes me feel really hopeless and since I am being far far away... it is even worse.. Now, It's not that I am not moving on or cannot let go. After all, me and everyone of us only human, always fighting what we are feeling.. at the end when it turn out unlucky we have hurt ourselves instead of healing ourselves. At that particular moment, we will never see hope and dreams but ruin and devastation.
There's one section of Jon Mclaughlin's song I wanna share with readers, it goes :
"I’m smart enough to know,
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken hearts behind,
if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side"
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken hearts behind,
if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side"
I am not going into a topic to explain as I will leave for readers to think about it. Reason being, we are human. 
P/S : Why? Why I still have faith in this? Expecting an unexpectedly life event as usual lo.. What to do?
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
P/S : Why? Why I still have faith in this? Expecting an unexpectedly life event as usual lo.. What to do?
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
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