A thousand apologies could not make up to this.... I have been not updating my blog for a long long time... As a blogger, I really cannot forgive myself.. *sob sob*
The worst thing is.. I will be expecting myself not updating my blog again for the next few weeks cause exam week is coming and assignments are coming to an end! Anyway, let's update what had happen to me for the past few weeks...
Well, I have been really busy with my work... Tabung Dapur for Darfur finally reach its end and it is very successful... Still need to find a time to write the report and appreciation email.. =.= Apart from that, I've participated in Curtin freestyle dancing with 3 of my friends and guess what? We lose but we are the most entertaining group for the night hahahhaa..... miss dancing with my friends.. lol
Other than that, busy with my tuition, assignments and presentations.... even now. I had a depression period last week for few days. this is due to something BIG has going on between me and The Mystery Man. I thought we will just end like that so I am very depress. I did not eat for 2 days, crying whenever I think of him. But I have decided to stand up by myself cause I know things won't change even though I cry and depress, the world will still spin anyway. I do not think he want to see me behave in this way, this immature way of mine. So, I decided to stand up and it works well. For now, we are in our cool down period so I hope the time that we have for ourselves will solve the problem. Still talking, doing assignments together....
An unexpected news had arrived to me on last Monday. Guess what? When I was checking my yahoo mail, I come across a mail which offers me to further my studies in Perth under Student Exchange Program (SEP). I was so so so darn shock and .......... started to cry. I should be happy don't I? But I ended up crying.. The first thing came into my mind is I am going to leave HIM; leave my family; my friends and my memories in Miri. At first I was so worry because our relationship is in unconfirmed state, if I leave just like that.. our story will come to an end too. I'm sad when this thought came into my mind.. The next thing I did was took my phone up and rang HIM to inform him about the news. Well, he is quite stunt too.. Come to think of it, I will be away for ONLY 4 months.. 4 months.. It will pass very fast.. Then I will be back to search for HIM again... To fulfill our Christmas Promise. Till we meet again.
Will be very busy after this on doing my passport, applying visa and settle my room rental plus finding a new tenant.. fu yohhh... exam plus cleaning up and moving... feel like wanna kill myself.. Well, at least I am anticipating my wedding in Maple Story.. hehehehe.. stay tune...
P/S : Miserable Lois Lane Miss Man of Steel
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
The worst thing is.. I will be expecting myself not updating my blog again for the next few weeks cause exam week is coming and assignments are coming to an end! Anyway, let's update what had happen to me for the past few weeks...
Well, I have been really busy with my work... Tabung Dapur for Darfur finally reach its end and it is very successful... Still need to find a time to write the report and appreciation email.. =.= Apart from that, I've participated in Curtin freestyle dancing with 3 of my friends and guess what? We lose but we are the most entertaining group for the night hahahhaa..... miss dancing with my friends.. lol
Other than that, busy with my tuition, assignments and presentations.... even now. I had a depression period last week for few days. this is due to something BIG has going on between me and The Mystery Man. I thought we will just end like that so I am very depress. I did not eat for 2 days, crying whenever I think of him. But I have decided to stand up by myself cause I know things won't change even though I cry and depress, the world will still spin anyway. I do not think he want to see me behave in this way, this immature way of mine. So, I decided to stand up and it works well. For now, we are in our cool down period so I hope the time that we have for ourselves will solve the problem. Still talking, doing assignments together....
An unexpected news had arrived to me on last Monday. Guess what? When I was checking my yahoo mail, I come across a mail which offers me to further my studies in Perth under Student Exchange Program (SEP). I was so so so darn shock and .......... started to cry. I should be happy don't I? But I ended up crying.. The first thing came into my mind is I am going to leave HIM; leave my family; my friends and my memories in Miri. At first I was so worry because our relationship is in unconfirmed state, if I leave just like that.. our story will come to an end too. I'm sad when this thought came into my mind.. The next thing I did was took my phone up and rang HIM to inform him about the news. Well, he is quite stunt too.. Come to think of it, I will be away for ONLY 4 months.. 4 months.. It will pass very fast.. Then I will be back to search for HIM again... To fulfill our Christmas Promise. Till we meet again.
Will be very busy after this on doing my passport, applying visa and settle my room rental plus finding a new tenant.. fu yohhh... exam plus cleaning up and moving... feel like wanna kill myself.. Well, at least I am anticipating my wedding in Maple Story.. hehehehe.. stay tune...
P/S : Miserable Lois Lane Miss Man of Steel
Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +
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