Life? What About Life?

We Seek God When We ...

2010-11-11T09:48:00.004+08:00

Why we'll only start to seek GOD when we are breaking down ?

Why we seek GOD ONLY after you've lose something really important to you?

Why we only seek GOD when we need HIM, our mighty God?

Why can't we seek God, pray to him in the morning?

Why can't we seek God in the morning, afternoon and night?

Why can't we seek God DAILY?

Why can't we share our joys despite of sufferings with God?

Why can't we pray for all our needs, give thanks always unto God; seek and receive God's peace that surpasses all understanding?

As a children of God, we should seek God every day, every moment that you can find for... even when you are having a blessed moment, we shall give thanks to the Lord our god, for HE will guide us and lead us to live a Christ like life.

"This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us - whatever we ask - we know that we have what we asked of him" (1 John 5:14-15).

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-7).

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus" (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18).

P.S : Believe in Christ and he will show you the way.

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

The First 3 Things

2010-11-01T09:32:00.003+08:00

The first 3 things that emerged in my thoughts this morning while I was driving to work... and it is MONDAY MORNING.. to be precise...

COUNTING DOWN TO ..

NUMBER 3

This will be the last time I'll wax my car~!!! Waxing a car can break my bones and this is definitely not a job for a lady.. arggh.. and we are just talking about my Sang Kancil alone.

NUMBER 2

Why people so obsess over CHESSE??? Until they get so crazy all over it? Or having some risk of breaking up with their loved ones quarrel over cheese??? This is just so super duper CHEEZY.

NUMBER 1

I ram over a DEAD SNAKE with my car this morning. YESH and EWWW. While I was driving towards my office just a while ago, I saw something on the road which I thought it was a rope but it happen to be a SNAKE~!!! @$^#&*&)*$#% ~!!! By the time I did realize that it is a dead snake, it's just too late. I can feel it's texture crushing through my car tyre~!!! eeeeeeee yer~~~~~~~~ uueeeekkkk...

Above statement mentioned due to a disease called Monday Blue because of too much fun during the weekends :P

P.S : iT'S aMAZING wHAT mONDAY bLUE cAN dO .....

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always + (I know, It's been a while)

Kate Winslet - What IF

2010-10-29T11:54:00.004+08:00

Something that I really wanted to share with readers with. I find it very touching and I never knew Kate Winslet can sing !! Enjoy :)

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

Favourites of All Time ...

2010-09-28T13:15:00.005+08:00

Can't believe it's Spring already.. (not in Malaysia of course).... spring always associates with beautiful flowers, bees, and PICNICS WITH GOOD FOOD~!! Yeah, I know... I will never divert myself away from food. Usually this is the time where I am reminded of my all-time-favourite.. If you wish to make me happy or bribe me to do something for you.. try all of these listed below.. hehehehehe...

A nice mug of Authentic-Creamy-Hot-Chocolate-With-Marshmallows~~!!! It remains my saviour during winter and best drink anytime.. The sweetness that drills through your heart and soul.. aaawwwww.. Chocolate never fail to lure girls :P

Delicious Home Made Spaghetti. Yup, pasta in pictures above is in love shape and self made beef balls.. yum yum.. best in Lim's residence and Kuching! :P

Strawberry associated products.. hehehehehehe... contains essence of beauty.. need I say more?

Favourite flowers? Roses? No no no... It will be Tulips for me.. This one is a bit difficult as you don't get it in Malaysia... I've seen tulips but not in a big flower field.. argghh~~!! How I wish one day I'll be able to see it through my eyes! It will be my most rewarding experience ever :)

P.S : If There's A Box That Seals Memories..

Regards,
Ying
May God Always Bless You +

I Had Enough.. more than enough

2010-09-06T08:52:00.004+08:00

Ha~! Yup, sue me or send me on the chop board as I have not been updating this space here. hmm.. was out of inspiration for quite sometime. Yea, impacts has negative effects on inspiration you know? But who cares anyway? Who will? No one ever will except GOD! Well, Let's just get in straight...

I believe everyone been young before (for those who say NO, I believe you came from outer space :P)? When we are young, it always feels like the end of the world but actually.. It's just the beginning of life... of everything.. It's does not seems that bad when you grew up because there's so much more things when you grew up. I guess this is the privilege of being young .. I can't believe I'm talking about this like I am someone over 30 years old~! but i do wish i have rights to feel that way. to feel like it's the end of the world... at least it will be easier ....

Realizing my sense of response always slower than normal people, even at the moment that I lost something really important but I took a long time to realize the sense of losing.. ha..! The feeling of wanting to jump off from a building.. or when you wake up every morning but you wish you could have never woke up... then when you realize you are behaving in a such irresponsible way and you know that you can't behave that way... I am telling you for the rest of the day; or days even months.. that feelings will implant inside you when you smile to your colleagues or your friends; when you are eating your meal; when you are bathing; when you are watching TV and when you are sleeping. Believe me, the next day will be another same cycle again.

Realizing it now is better than you realize later in life where regrets eating you up. Allow me to be unreasonable and irresponsible for a while as i am not as generous as I thought I am .. at least towards this.. Allow me to be childish for a while.. I know this will be disappointing for you (or maybe not). There's always reasons things happened this way and I just don't get it yet. I am not a saint.. :(

How I wish I could FORGET than remembering like you did, it would be so much easier for me. Feeling like a foolish for being so contented for so long. Well, life still long.. let's see how it turns out..

P.S : One day, I will have the courage and generosity to give you blessings..

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

200th Post

2010-07-28T09:24:00.006+08:00

Finally, I have reach the ultimate 200TH POST in my blog.. could have been more but haha.. lazy to blog sometimes since my ideas will be out of stock.. hmm.. will show myself for this post.. LoL.. got these pictures when I was playing with my new camera.. I Lurve it~!

Do some nails too :P
Lol.. so random

Yeap.. Happy 200th Post

P.S : I Am So Full of Myself :P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A Night at Tom's

2010-07-28T08:14:00.005+08:00

Manage to 'catch' Yin Shaet in Facebook and found out she is currently working in Kuching! And she never knew I am working in Kuching as well.. LoL.. So, we had a dinner catch up time together at Tom's which is situated beside Bing! in Padungan Kuching. Good timing to test out my new Sony TX5 camera too ~!

This is Yin Shaet

This is me ;P

Me ordered Chicken Cordon Bleu.. Yum.. The last time I ate was in Perth! There's ham and cheese wrapped inside chicken.. wow.. so fulfilling

Yin shaet ordered pasta.. I think it's Mishroom Agio something something.. LoL.. Taste nice too as it's not too salty nor tasteless

Wanted to try the 'Best-Cheese-Cake' in town but too full to try.. huhu~! There's always next time.. hehe..

Both of the girls had a good time catching up old stories and current undertakings.. apparently Yin Shaet gonna be in Kuching for 6 months only then she will transfer to somewhere. It's funny when it comes to things that happen in life and here I am seeing a Sabahan - Yin Shaet my friend working in Kuching... :) really unexpected .. Well, at least I have my old 'kaki' back for lepak-ing.. :)

P.S : It's good to see you here with me, I'm so glad that you came ... lalalalala..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Early Part of July - Iqbal, Ian & KY

2010-07-16T10:50:00.007+08:00

Hmm.. as usual, when Kuching's coming into the month of July.. is always that happening :) Rainforest World Music Festival, International Hash and many more.. hehe.. This is the period where some of my friends from other places came here too.

Manage to follow Diana went to airport picking up Iqbal and Ian... while waiting for their flight to land.. went to get McD ice cream.. hehe
Candid photo while waiting for them to come out from arriving hall.. so long~~~ Spotted Robert Lau Hui Yew (Former BN's candidate in Sibu).. hahaha.. so lucky to see him in person once AGAIN..

Ok.. finally the main cast arrives.. keep us waiting for so long.. haih.. Iqbal and Ian :) with their big luggages and bags.. hmm.. I wonder what's inside :P

Went for lunch after that before heading up to Santubong(their destination).. haha.. just look at those faces when Diana is driving :P Have you both bought your life insurance? Just incase? hehe.. joke joke After lunch .. we headed up to Santubong and hang up there for a while before go back to our offices.. hehe.. yea I left for a while.. a while la.. :P Had a good time of chit chatting after so long but too bad.. time does not allow us to stay any longer.. haih.. Take care guys.

And at the same week Kung Yao.. yes! My son~! came to Kuching for a business trip with his parents... don't know what business la.. haha... Brought him here and there but too bad battery weren't enough to take all the photos down.. too bad.. forgotten to charge the battery bah.. :( wanted to watch movie but did not manage to. It's ok.. If I go Miri next time we go watch .. :)

P.S : Good to know that all of you doing great somehow and somewhere :)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Be Yourself

2010-07-09T09:17:00.003+08:00

If you think that’s the way I am because of what you’ve heard, then keep it in your mind for the REST OF YOUR LIFE as I ain’t born to this world just to please everyone because I HAD ENOUGH pleasing. Think as you please and be responsible of your own thinking and behavior.

Now, haha.. I am not angry at someone or anything.. this is just a statement showing a person’s frustration towards critics.. Well, sometimes I do feel like saying those to certain people.. LoL .. when you got extremely annoyed of hearing some stupid illogically rumors about yourself. I guess this happens to most of the people around us and it’s perfectly normal in this Grey-Zone-World.

Was discussing with a church friend about it and I find it very interesting to think about. Now, What I am writing here is just my own opinion. You may or may not agree with this as this is the findings I’ve got after the discussion so far. So, what’s the deal?

Of course, as humans (maybe alien too?) we upset or angry over rumors or untrue statement people assume/judge on you. For those who are pretty sensitive – someone like me :P, will often feel troubled and miserable. Under those circumstances, we often try to please everyone. But, that does not bring any good because you will end up making your life so miserable over being someone that you are not-ought-to-be. Your urge of pleasing people is strong because of your strong will on trying to avoid conflicts and mistakes; your urge of trying to be perfect.. fear of low acceptance among people… please do dispute me if I am wrong about this.

Then, I came up with this..

Be the way you are happy with, accept people who love you as you are. Of course certain people might not approve your way but remember.. don’t try to please everyone or else u make yourself suffer.. It’s their loss that they don’t see the diamond in you. YOU’RE SHINING BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU ARE TODAY(Angeline 2010)

YES, be yourself! Shine through your unique self! Let people know that you have a rare diamond in you (not sure this is an appropriate metaphor.. hehe). Who(Human in general) don’t do mistakes? Tell me and I will “belanja” you one set of KFC X-meal :P

But still, we shall not forget this:

Matthew 22:39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

~ One who loves God supremely, will not live in disobedience; one who loves his neighbour as himself, will seek the welfare of those around him.

As long as we play our own role rightly in God’s eyes.. at least try our best to live God’s way, I strongly believe eventually things will turn out fine as time will prove everything and it always will. So, why wasting times on those rumours and judgement which never be beneficial to us? Let time proves it.

P.S : Don’t judge a book by its cover… Well, sometimes I do :P

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

Received.. From UK

2010-07-07T12:23:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaha....... Manchester United Fridge Magnet... I have already stick it up on the fridge liao....

I believe this is mine already.. is in my room collection liao... hehehehehehe.... Bodyshop Strawberry Body Butter. I think if got sale is only 1 pound o.O ..... Ah Moi.. no body use it so it's mine now.. :P

Ar.. ar... Sunflower seeds~! I think i find one sunday morning and plant it.. let me check on how to plant it first huh? and what kind of temparature suits for sunflower.. hiak hiak...

WOoooooHOooooo~~!! This is the best.. ! Yum Yum..... i took a quarter of it.. the rest are in the fridge but almost finish too.. ouh and there's the cadbury chocolates that I forgot to take pictures on.. So nice~ ! All sorts of flavour which Malaysia don't have!

P.S : Bodyshop faster sale, I want to buy so many things.... Ah Hui bring back for me ar...

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A Day to Sematan 270610

2010-07-07T10:19:00.010+08:00

Force to wake up so early in the morning.. aih... and went to this 'kopitiam' at Batu Kawa 'Lao Pa Sak' across the bridge. Eating breakfast in this coffee shop has been a routine before we go to Sematan, Matang, Lundu or Bau. Plus, my granpa's house's just nearby... yea.. I am from 'Kampung'.

'Min Lai Hock' cafe .... Chinese always have the tradition naming their shops in a way that it will bring them prosperity... ar... Don't bother to ask me to translate the meaning of the name since it will take me ages.. hahhahaha.. so I've been here since I was a kid! 'Kolok mee' there is superb! But I like 'Kolok Mee Pok' more~~ Plus 'Yong Tau Hu Soup' with 'Bak Ngi'. Price of mee there is cheaper and portion is just so satisfying!

Look at 'Taukeh Niu'! She so busy preparing Kolok mee for customers! She's super busy because the other Kolok Mee shop is closed. haha.... Kinda waited for a long time to get our order done.

But sadly is.. I ordered Kolok Mee Pok but Kolok Kueh Tiaw emerged in front of me instead.. because they do not have enough stock and only left kueh tiaw~!!! arghh~~!!! I want Kolok Mee Pok~~!!! hahaha.. what to do? have to bear with it lo.. next week go back then eat Kolok Mee Pok (I did get it.. hehehe) Actually there's more photos on Tauhu but my sisters go and deleted the photos.. darn~!

After that we continued our main journey of the day.. to SEMATAN~! roughly 1 ~ 1.5 hours drive to reach there. You will reach market which looks like in the picture shown.. all sorts of local delicacies you can find here :)

For those who likes creative or crafts for decorations at home.. Sematan is always your right chioce to look for it. See those shells made home accesories? Only available in Sematan.. If you want it cheap la of course.. hehe....

Aha~!! Parrot fish... taste nice too~! But my dad did not bought it down.. too bad.... there's sharks as well.. of course baby sharks la.... cook with ginger and soy sauce... wow! Best!

hahahha... at least we bought 2 kgs of deep sea crabs!!! So Huge! and nice too! Just one of them makes me so full for the rest of the night.. I manage to grill it with my own new recipe.... but sadly I forgotten to snap down the process of doing it... and the ingredients too.. taste really nice when grilled... yum yum...... No parrot fish but there's crabs.. not bad also :)

Bought a 'Nanas' too..... pineapple.. hehehe.. one for RM8.... quite Big... and sweet... yum yum.. got 'rojak' sauce as well selling together with it.. hehe

Later on, we hang out by a beach for a while while drinking fresh pandan coconut juice and some 'pisang goreng'.... what a nice afternoon since the weather just nice too :)

P.S : I want holidays~~!!! I want to get my skin TAN~~!!!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Best Gift I Ever Had

2010-07-01T07:57:00.009+08:00

It's been 1 year and a half since I have started to work.. works fine.. just exploring.. taking time smelling the roses.. while looking for a good one to come by. Took one whole year for me to actually adjusted my life in Kuching since there's so many things that I am not familiar about. Getting use to surroundings, people, family and friends.

Glad that I've joined church youth group where everyone is nice and encouraging me to carry on with my daily life. "You saved my life, I am eternally grateful.." (Toys Story 2010)... LoL

What keeps me really going is a piece of memory, which I consider is the best 21st birthday gift ever. Everything in my 21st year seems extraordinary and miraculously. It's a year full of laughter and a year that is full of sorrow as well.

Early part of the year I manage to live a very happy life in campus.. organizing events and scoring GOOD in exams.. in fact it is the best among all the semesters.. of course, I have payed a big sacrifice for it to happen. Behind all these success is a great suffer.. A fall relationship that luckily did not break me down.. Well, almost... At the same time, I got offered student exchange program to Perth. If my mum wouldn't have insisted me to go, I guess I would have missed out the best time that I ever had in life over a foolish reason; and I wouldn't have met so many special friends and people that I considered has an impact in me. Trust me, I had the best 21st birthday in Perth :)

It's really hard to explain in words about what happened there; since all those memories just like dreams, and you wish you will never wake up (But reality is real.. you have to). In every events of your life, God always wants us to learn something from it.. even though it brings sufferings to you. Still, we get something from it.

It remains a wonderful piece of memory to me. A year where I cry loud, I smile wide, I shout out, I laugh loud, I scream in excitement, I jump high and I ..... Well I.... hmm.. I'll keep that for myself. I never expect certain things as well. Till now, am not sure what it is... Sometimes, I wish certain things would have never happened but I guess.. I'll be regretting for the rest of my life if it never happened. Now, It's time to move on..

P.S: It's been 2 years huh?

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

Emotional Intelligence.. My personal experience

2010-06-28T11:20:00.004+08:00

Company had sent me to a training SOMEWHERE FAR last week. First 2 days was great! I have learnt topic on perception and how it affects your attitude as well as your behavior and wellness.

Now, human mind is a powerful thing. No one in this world is stupid. Each individual born to this world has the ability to think, and to use their mind power. It only depends on how you use your brain to manage yourself. Perception is the interpretation of what we SEE, SMELL, EAT, LISTEN and TOUCH. It is shaped based on our 5 senses (If you have extra, then you are not Human :P).

Perception can be misleading and scary too. Certain individual tend to take their first perception for granted and never tend to doubt it. If they think that certain people who do not shave their beard is messy in their life too.. that perception will carry them all the way till God knows when it ends if they never question they own perception. We are responsible for our own thoughts and behavior, perception differs from person to person.

So, what should we do? We should always question the accuracy of our own perception. Ask yourself , "Is this totally right?". Another thing would be -- constantly encouraging yourself engaging in self reflecting to improve self awareness of your own. I find this helps me a lot! Especially during the times I did mistakes in life.. and i just did few days ago..

People tend to be afraid to look into themselves... look into their own heart. Now, readers might think why i said this. When a person's feelings or intentions were compromised (for those who are not sensitive enough towards their feelings), our brain will automatically response towards it and defend it -- that is the time we got MAD / ANGRY.

You are MAD because you are AFRAID and you KNOW it. You are afraid of yourself have been that way for years, maybe since you were young. You are afraid of yourself, your abilities, your failures, or even your friends! You don't want to be afraid and you resist it and act against it, which is by not honest and look into your own heart, to see how it really looks like. That's when the time you will never realize what you have felt and done.

Well, some people might think. "It's ok.. it will just affect me but not the others, who cares?"... Think again, it does affects others. It might be fine with you but not the others. You will appear as not sensitive towards others' feelings. Remember, others have perceptions too. So, keep High self-awareness as it encourages an individual to amend their perception and personality through effective self-control of body and mind.

Furthermore, perception can change us, the way we think where leads to the way we live and we act. Everyone can do that. Sometimes, we have the skill and potential to change our thinking and make a change. If you constantly telling yourself "I can't do this", of course for the rest of your life you can't do it if you never change your perception or your way of thinking.

But the question here is

"Whether You Want to Make a Change?"

This is a question that I will leave for you to think about. For those who do not want to give yourself a change, please.. do consider about people who always cares for you. They will be hurt even though you never ever had that intention and doings. Thankfulness is the key.

P.S : Thank You, My Brain! Hehe..

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

Losing Inspiration.. Scary

2010-06-17T10:42:00.005+08:00

Talking about inspiration ... just felt that I am losing it.. haih.. for quite sometime there's nothing special or extraordinary ideas came across my mind.. the feeling of SOMETHING flowing in your mind is very addictive and now, I am losing it? Inspiration plays a big big part in my life and it would be scary if I lose that important part of mine.. I will no longer be humorous and funky.. oh no..

Not enough sleep? I sleep 10 hours a day.. Nutritious food intake? Of course I did.. Lack of exercise? haha.. I just started joining aerobox class and it's so painful for the first few classes but I am enjoying it =)

So what could seems be the problem here? My life is not interesting? I think I am trying to make it interesting haha..

Well, I guess for the next short period of time I might not be able to produce some interesting topics ... maybe I should take some time off for my mind to think.. guess I was too busy lately..

P.S : Hmm... I Need Something

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Toys Story 3

2010-06-17T08:42:00.003+08:00

P.S : Wahahahaha~~!!! Here I Come !!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Prince of Persia

2010-06-03T10:58:00.002+08:00

A must watch movie in year 2010~! Cool effects~~!!!

P.S : Watching it over and over again =P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

In Sibu 1.5.10 ~ 17.5.10

2010-06-03T09:59:00.005+08:00

Arrive at Sibu around 11.30am and since it's a public holiday, Mona and me decided to go around and have a look at Sibu.

Field outside Wisma Sanyang, Geese is the symbol of Sibu

First Thing to Eat When Come to Sibu - Kampua~!! I like it with "Kicap"

"Ta Kiong" Sibu is bigger than in The Spring Kuching... The price are cheaper too~! In the range of RM 3 ~ RM 5 ~! Unbelievable o.O

This is when I discovered my favourite dish - Melanau Style "Umai"

Went to visit long house as my field trip training .. this is a traditional type long house "Rh Kawau"

I was treated like a KING... see for yourself.. LoL That's my SOCKS =P

My colleague's mother pass away so I went to attend the funeral and to my surprise.. Mr Robert Lau Hui Yew was at the spot too.. what a lucky day to be so close to him =)

Met Dato' Seri Hishammuddin bin Tun Hussein and took a picture with him .. aww~!

Caught Tan Sri Dr. Koh Tsu Koon too

Lucky enough to take a photo with Datuk Patinggi Tan Sri Dr. George Chan Hong Nam

Alas, Our PM of Malaysia .. Dato' Sri Mohd. Najib bin Tun Haji Abdul Razak. Sorry for the low quality picture.. my hands were shaking because too excited.. LoL

Overall the trip to Sibu was tiring as I don't get enough sleep.. haih.. too much work to do.. food is Sibu is nice and cheap as well.. a good place to find things to eat.. especially Malay food. speaking of food, am hungry again.. hahaha...

P.S : Good Experince Encountered..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

人生 | Life

2010-05-27T16:13:00.005+08:00

这世上没有偶然，有的是必然。

而你现在所做的每一个选择，将决定你的未来

There's No Such Things as Coincidence in This World but Only Necessary

What You Choose Now Is Your Future

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

A Picture with Datuk Patinggi Tan Sri Dr. George Chan Hong Nam

2010-05-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to say..... Too excited and unexpected o.O

Untitled

2010-05-09T09:00:00.004+08:00

I am so *tut*!!!! Pissed off right now.... Don't ask me why.... Don't want to appear as if I am so narrow-minded and Not-So-Generous women.. I mean LADY.. ahem... it would be embarrassing.

P.S : Beh Song....

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

What About 1000 Times????

2010-05-07T11:35:00.002+08:00

"I Would Rather to Have SEX 1000 Times With ONE PERSON Than Having SEX with 1000 People" ~ Angeline

Such spontaneous way for me to come out with this when i read statistic regarding AIDS.. lol.. I think this sentence is what people need nowadays. A strong attention catcher to wake people up about the seriousness of this social problem today.

The One Person is always the one that you should spend your whole life with... because I strongly belief random sexual relationships will not bring you anything. It makes you more confused.

Just imagine 1000 times with ONE PERSON :

Average 1 day 1 time
1 year = 365 days
1000 times = 2 years and 8 months
If you really love the one person.. life still so long.. not enough lo~~!! =P

Just consider of how much love and care that you could share with The One Person rather than 1000 other people??? THAT is how special between you and The One Person you have compare to one worthless night with 1000 other people outhere.... make sense?

P.S : I Know This Is Crazy But Aren’t This World Crazy Too??

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Kampua~!

2010-05-06T10:21:00.001+08:00

Next........ Pulut Panggang

P.S : Need to plan for a serious "See Food" diet when I go back home

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

To Sibu

2010-04-30T14:47:00.002+08:00

Sibu

Here I Come

1st May 2010 ~~ 17th May 2010

P.S : Oh no.... this is gonna be so long.... =.=

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Little Idea About Life

2010-04-29T15:19:00.002+08:00

Haih, been busy the whole day today. Sending out resumes, fixed my spectacles (Don't ask why), send this and that. Went through "heaty" debate on the net as part of my job.. a little bit of planning for classes and flights. I have not pack my bags yet~! Oh no...

Only manage to catch a breathe now and i was wondering.. Is this life? Is this worth it? I am not sure who is the person but there is a saying by him "Future scientists will be able to prolong life, but will it be worth living?" (got it somewhere from the Alpha book) This is indeed true.. with technology and human intelligence.. we can do all sorts of things.. even prolong our life. But, are we going to be happy? Will it be worth it? I think this is what everyone been looking for - which is something worthy in life. They might waste their whole life just to look for something worthy in their life.. Some just gave up because tired of looking for it.

Even me right now, I've put so much effort, looking for something worthy in my life. This thought sometimes scares me, whether I can find WORTHY things in my own life such as a fulfilling career, satisfy days, living in God's glory and even a relationship that i hardly look into it right now.

But nevertheless, if we are not fear of future, not being adventurous enough towards our own life, I guess your are just one step further than who you want to be. We only live life once and those fear has driven me to go this far.. although I am fear but I know I have to carry on with God's blessings and glory, to believe and achieve what we wanted in our lives - A WORTHY LIFE =)

P.S : I Really Could Use A Wish Right Now.

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

I Never Told You

2010-04-28T11:31:00.003+08:00

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

P.S : Nice song indeed XD

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Rainy Tuesday.. Day For Jazz

2010-04-27T14:23:00.004+08:00

Wintersnoopy's favourite style of Jazz?

Vocal Jazz

To me, especially Jazz - is not only about the chemical reaction between instruments only. It's about the combination of both vocal and rythm of instrument.

Vocal + Jazz Instruments = Ultimate Soul Paralyzer

Of course, not any vocalist fits it well. Only those with soft and sexy voice.... thrill up your soul and senses..... your whole day in the office will be much more efficient and effective. Can never deny how difficult it is to sing through instruments.

Best time to enjoy it? Hmm.... it would be during a rainy day (Saturday Night!), sitting on the couch with your right hand helding mixed cocktails (Midori + Malibu + Lemon+ Ribena)!! Aww~~!!! Isn't this life just worth living? haha.. But not when I am staying with whole family.. they will think am crazy :P

P.S : Can I do it right now? hahahahaha... Ok, Done With This Imagination Time & Heading Back To Work =)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

It's been H.O.T

2010-04-26T12:35:00.002+08:00

arghhh~~~~ It's Monday and I don't feel like it! Ever since the air conditioning was OUT.. with only 2 fans in the office do not make any differences!

Typing blogs .. finding news has been so hard for me because of the rising temperature.. oh my gosh... I feel like I am working in Hell...

Drained up 3 bottles of mineral water and I still getting this headache.. ! Oh no~~~

Help~~~~~~~

P.S : I want to SWIM~~!!

Regards,
Ying

May God Bless You Always +

Alpha Conference 16.4.2010~17.4.2010

2010-04-24T00:55:00.003+08:00

Hi all, manage to attend Alpha conference as a volunteer! Too bad I did not spend my time there much since am working and giving tuition too. The conference was a success and very beneficial. Once you missed it, don't even know when you gonna have the chance to attend again. Let's see some of the photos here.. only few though haha

From left : Aunt Veronica, Deborah, TIM HUGHES, Joyce and me~!
(wow~! manage to take a photo with him! so cool~!)
For those who do not know who Tim Hughes is.. he is the song writer for "Here I Am To Worship ... "check out his video in Youtube =)

The girls~~~~hehe

It remains an unforgettable event to me as there were so many Christians from all over the churches regardless of what Christianity you are.. everyone is participating actively in the sessions~!

P.S : Too bad not in time to take a photo with Nicky Gummbel.. awww..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

The Secret Sanctuary Boutique Hotel

2010-04-23T10:32:00.007+08:00

"The Secret Sanctuary is an unique Boutique Hotel located in Kuching on the island of Borneo. If one is looking for a quiet retreat to get away from all the stress of daily life one will find Secret Sanctuary the right place, providing facilities that would not be found in many rated hotels. Or are you one that just wants' to take in the sights and sounds of this hidden island paradise that awaits the adventurous? Whatever your cup of tea, Secret Sanctuary will give one an ambience of the local culture as well as Zen living all under one roof. "

Your Owner and Manager,

Cyril

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Yup, this is a new place that most people do not know yet~! Even me (until i saw it in the newspaper).. hahaha.. was free after my tuition last night so I drop by for a while to have a look~!

The first step that I step into this compound (I won't really call it building, LoL).. first view right into your eyes will be a small bridge and Human Made Waterfall. The floor is wet so don't wear slippery shoes or slippers or else.. hiak hiak...

As I walked in and exploring (Don't want to admit that I am a bit lost :P). The owner of the place Mr. Cyril Lim, came and approached me. He's an approachable and friendly man who will entertain every bits of your curiosity about this place. He took me for a tour around as I was amazed of how the place was structured. It's Amazing and Awesome.. and whatever "A" excellent words that you could think about.

First thought ran into my mind was "This place is kinda impossible to exist in places like city because city always so busy!" and he manage to prove that I am wrong.. It's so quiet and peaceful. You felt like you are disconnected from the outside world.. seriously speaking.. So, if you had a tiring day and stressful day, why don't just hang out here as it is not far from where we staying and you do not have to travel all the way to Borneo highland or Santubong to get your relaxation time =)

After the brief description, time to talk about the price.. haha.. I bet readers have in mind that sure this place will be pricey but hey~!! It's totally different story.. Anyone can afford it. If we looking in terms of person, price range will be starting from RM 60 to RM 100++ / pax the most unless you taking a whole room then the price will be slightly higher but still worth the money~!

For visitors who do not wish to stay overnight and wish to enjoy the facilities, it will only cost you RM 30 / pax. Really encourage readers to visit this place in coming future before too many people know about this place and gets crowded~! A definite new place to try in Kuching =)

Readers can click the title to link to the website and check out for more details.

P.S : Nothing In Your Life Shall Compare To What You Do For Your Likings Because Doing The Things That You Like Is Life

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

My Farewell at SEDC

2009-07-24T16:19:00.003+08:00

Finally, my last day at SEDC ..... How am I feeling? Very SAD, of course. The department I work in has prepared buffet lunch for me~~~ yupeee.... plus a teddy bear given by my Boss... hahaha.... Thanks Boss.

I must say in 4 months.. just in 4 months.. I've learnt a lot of things that I have never encounter before. I realized I have earned experience where no one can take it away from me.. no one..

That is why I have to come to a decision of going out from my comfort zone to explore more and gain more experience through different jobs.

Will definitely still stuck in Kuching for sure... some readers who knows me well might be wondering.. why? Why not somewhere else? I thought you wanted somewhere else... ?

Well, I have no answer for those questions apparently. I guess I don't see a point going out for now as there are so many uncertainties are happening recently. Gonna do something for myself first and see what happens next. But that does not mean I have no faith in it.. am still. keeping it inside me somewhere..

If it is meant to be, it will still come to you.. this is indeed a big step that I am taking into my new adventure.

P/S: Just being myself, minus my paranoid nature :P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

175° café

2009-07-17T08:26:00.010+08:00

Yup, Since a lot of people are talking about 175° café but never been there, I took the initiative last weekends and went with my sister and her bf. The cafe is in its operation for almost 2 weeks. I have included some details of the cafe in this post.

Location:
No. 175, Padungan Road, Kuching, Malaysia

Phone:: 082-258593

Mon - Thurs:: 11:00 am - 12:00 am
Fri - Sat:: 11:00 am - 1:00 am
Sun:: 11:00 am - 12:00 am

1st floor of the cafe ...

My sister.. & her bf =.=

Spring Chicken! The potato wedges are superb! Serve with home made sauce (also other types of sauce such as black pepper sauce).

Chicken Chop~! I really like the salad :) owh owh! Not forgetting the french fries too!

An Ice blended Chocolate after a meal is the best~!

It's fish spa trying time! First time for us though.. haha

My Sis & her friend

So ticklish when those fishes started to "kiss" around your feet.. haha but later you'll find a lot of dead skin gone !! So COOl~~~~~

Currently 175° café still improving their menu ..... It's a must go place in Kuching right now! Readers are soooo recommended to try it out! Do come back to the cafe for new menus and events :)

Visit their homepage to find out more!

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Kuching-Malaysia/175-Cafe/90201797301?ref=ts&__a=1#/pages/Kuching-Malaysia/175-Cafe/90201797301?v=info&viewas=529825041&ref=ts

P/S : I want to go again~! Maybe try to go during afternoon this time...

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A Hoax? An Advertisement? A Real Thing?

2009-07-14T12:36:00.007+08:00

Something which I found really HILARIOUS~! Was bursting into laugh in the office yesterday.. sweat ~~

Picture from http://hellspectacles.blogspot.com

Mysterious Figure Seen in KL

No one seems to know who or what they are or where they come from.
By Tim Yang

Mr. Ahmad Sazali of Kampung Sri Cempakan who made one of the first reports, said one of the figures appeared in his neighbourhood one night. But disappeared before he could get a photo with his camera phone."i looked up when i went to take out my rubbish. and there it was, it was making a lot of noise like talking, but i couldn't tell what it was saying. it sounded like there were many voices together"

Mr Cheong of Subang Jaya, who also saw it, said "it was about 12 feet tall. it stood on two legs and had many heads" asked how he felt when he saw it, he added "it wasn't frightening. it was quite friendly.. like a gentle giant"

Mr. Cheong added "Seeing it for the first time and hearing it speak, i sensed a strong closeness and bong among the different heads and voices"police say, they are still investigating. they urge the public to remain calm and not to spread rumours.

"we cannot say what it is at this point, but we have no reason to believe that it poses any danger to the public. In fact, we have reason to believe it's quite approachable" On reports that the police have consulted with the local UFO watching society, the police declined to comment.

However, they gave advice on what to do if you encounter one of the mysterious figures. First, stay calm and keep loved ones close. The public should try to stay informed by reading the newspapers and watching the news. Readers should also tell friend and family to do the same.

Source from The Borneo Post. July 13, 2009
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Personally, I think this is kind of FAKE~! Other source I found this piece is from The Star. On the same day and the same formatting. Looks more like an advertisement I would say. Oh C'mon~! Just look at the picture. So F-A-K-E ~~~~~~ If it is real, won't Mr. Cheong be afraid or freak out at first and scream like a girl? A sense of closeness my foot =.= .

Sometimes what you saw can fool your feelings~! haha... Just when i saw the word ADVERTORIAL is labeled on top of the so-called-news corner.. I am just speechless.... hahaha~~!!

If this is really an advertisement, I am impress with the person who made it.. hahaha~! So cool and manage to catch so much attention! This is what marketing is looking for :P... A very good attention catcher .. hehe

But I do have a feeling that "We Are Not Alone" in This Universe :P haih...Reminds me of MJ.... Nice Song~!

So is it REAL? or just an advertisement? Readers... I don't have to say much .. You judge it.

P/S : Haiya.. I do hope it's REAL la~~ Sounds so adventurous bah 8 ^P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

You Don't Want to Miss This

2009-07-14T09:08:00.003+08:00

Ladies ~~!!! Some beauty tips for you all.. I have come across this website where hair care, skin care and lots of tips for ladies / men ... Check it out if you want to stay young forever~!

Hair Removal Problem? Fear of pain? Well, let this help you :)

Ancient Egyptian Art of Body Sugaring

INGREDIENTS
2 cups sugar
¼ cup lemon juice
¼ cup water

Equipment: Candy thermometer

Combine the ingredients in a heavy saucepan, and heat on low using a candy thermometer. Watch the mixture very carefully so that it doesn’t boil over. Heat the mixture to 250 F on the candy thermometer; this is the hardball candy stage.

Remove from the heat and let cool enough to pour into a jar without breaking or melting the jar. (Note that this jar will be reheated in the future. Make sure it is safe for whatever form of reheating you plan to do—in the microwave, or in a pan of water.

Rip clean cotton fabric in 1-inch strips. Make sure the cotton isn’t too coarsely woven.

This next step is very critical: Let the mixture cool enough so that it won’t burn your skin. The first time I did this I didn’t let the blend cool enough and I burned myself! Test the mixture on the palm of your hand, knowing that is much tougher than the sensitive skin under your arms.

Using a dull knife or Popsicle stick, spread the cooled sugar onto your skin. Cover with the cloth strips, let set for a few minutes, and then rip off quickly as you would a bandage.

In the future you can reheat the mixture to a warm and not hot temperature (see above), and reuse. Note that reheating will thicken the paste.

More details can be found at: http://www.care2.com/greenliving/ancient-egyptian-body-sugaring.html

We often stress of our works and studies which cause serious dandruff problems. This part is what I wanted to focus on.. anti-dandruff.. hehehe

Egyptian Secret for Dandruff and Hair Loss

INGREDIENTS

2 gingeroots, grated
3 tablespoons sesame oil
Dash of lemon juice

1. Juice the grated ginger and mix 1 to 2 tablespoons of the ginger juice with the sesame oil and lemon juice.

2. Massage the blend into your scalp, leaving it on for 15 to 30 minutes before rinsing. Repeat three times a week. Refrigerate leftover formula between uses.

Hint: A nightly scalp massage is a key to effective treatment, since this will improve the circulation through your scalp.

More details can be found at: http://www.care2.com/greenliving/dandruff-hair-loss-egyptian-treatmen.html

There are lots more beauty care tips for ladies in the websites... if you wish to look for some other tips.. just browse through ....

P/S : A website that ladies must visit~! Men too!!

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

Life just...

2009-07-13T07:59:00.003+08:00

I bet readers sometimes do find life really .. really.. extremely frustrating! Why? Because we as a human, we have things that we can't achieve, things that we can't do.. especially giving promises..

It really takes bravery to make a promise. Life full with obstacles, uncertainties and unexpected twists that always turnover a promise. Thus, people often fear to give promises.. It's such a pain in the arss when you found out yourself cannot give promise to people sometimes. To be specific, it's when the time you are insecure, confused and fail. Just like standing in front of an exciting roller coaster but you can't decide whether you gonna ride it or not.

What can we do? I guess by handling over every worries to God and pray hard for it is the only thing to do. Pray hard that some day..THAT SOME DAY will come .. or days which are even better to come. I know, It's always SO easy to say but we don't have any other options right?

No matter how optimistic I am trying to be.. I just can't avoid myself to feel so confused about what happen around me. But I do, I do believe in having faith and good signs... turn to God when we have any doubts. What about you? Will you believe? Or you just fear to believe?

P/S : New Day of Dawning, For All Those Who Weep.

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

of Farewell & Welcoming & Bit Down Day

2009-07-09T08:56:00.010+08:00

Attended Belinda's farewell lunch with the whole Marketing Division yesterday. Well, our boss said that it's a 3-in-1 gathering since there's no welcoming for me and Billy too.. hahahaha.. Belinda was force to give a speech in front of us.. haha.. can see how shy she is.. LoL

Some highlights of the session.

First Dish - jellyfish, prawns, squid and ham... wow... saliva dripping dy

Chilissssssss reminds me of CHILIZ.. hehe

Our department director and his secretary

Fellow colleagues

Finally, appreciation gifts to Belinda.. :)

Card that I customize for Belinda XD

Of course.. there's nice gift too that I bought

Dessert - Sago, Honey dew & melted ICE-CREAM? hmm.... was hesitated when I look at it but surprisingly it taste NICE~!

Belinda & Me

A group photo with Belinda before we headed back to work.. xo xo

Apart from that, was a bit down after I found out something later in the afternoon.. been praying hard for it but why? hmm.... But one thing I could say is just take whatever coming into your life.. maybe we are near to what we want? Which requires us to face more challenges and work harder for it because when we get it, it is gonna be very very meaningful =) I know sometimes it's easy to say than doing it.

P/S : Maybe I should Pray Harder Lord? You can't win everything but you can try your best to achieve that

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

No More Blood Giving Tears

2009-07-08T11:15:00.007+08:00

Are you in donating blood craze recently? Well, Sarawak Economic Development Corporation (SEDC) has been organizing this blood donation thingy every 4 months and I am in time to join this activity.

Have donated twice before in Miri with TEARS .. LoL .. Finally this time I donated my blood with NO TEARS~~~!!

To be an eligible donor ....

1. They are 18 years old and above

2. Their weight must at least 50kg

3. Not have donated blood in last 3 months

4. Not under medication

5. Free from diseases such as diabetes, high blood pressure and etc.

6. Do not consume alcohol the night before donating

7. Have minimum 8 hours sleep before donating

8. Are not within their menstrual time(for ladies)

Register Counter

My colleague smiling happily.. hehe

Aha~! I knew you couldn't smile after that

My turn... was so scared at first before the needle poke into my vein

A closer look at my hand >_<>

That is my pack of blood :P

A lot of the staffs went for the donation... that's a good sign. Well, Life is precious, be a life-saver, So Give BLOOD ~!

P/S : A Bit Painful la after the donation .....

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Perth Tour Day 6 & 7 25~260609

2009-07-07T08:14:00.008+08:00

Finally, my last post and it will be the end of my Perth tour XD .....

Day 6

Morning... went to city with Ian and meet up with Belle after her shift. Walk around and had lunch.... while waiting, we sat down on a bench in front of Myers listening to street performers... haih.. such a nice afternoon which I wish that moment could stand still forever...

Sadly good moment does not last forever.. but luckily we can keep creating it, & remember it, just like having fun in the rain =)

Later on we went back to hostel and guess what? It's massive GUITAR HERO time with IAN~!!!! wooHoo~~!!! Can't remember how long have we played but after we played every single songs in the playlist .. It's time for diner.. LoL

Rush back to help Belle and Sharon to cook dinner.. Meatballs with spaghetti~~!! Let's take a look .. hehe

Sauce prepared by Belle.. Thanks Belle.. taste NICE

Angel Hair~~, but not my hair please.. =.=

Busy preparing for dinner XD

Finally, L-O-V-E shape spaghetti! Yum Yum

Dinner with the girls

Day 7

Woke up quite late because girls hang out session had gone too long at previous night.. hehehehehe .. Decided to go South Perth and give Adrian a surprise visit since it's his last day in DOME.. awwww.. Bet he sure gonna miss his job.. hehe. At the mean time .. I had my favourite Hot Chocolate & Strawberry shortcake! Fantastic taste man =P

Piece of STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE (I repeat, strawberry shortcake!) with tempting appearance emerging your desire within you, wahahahaha =P

A cup of HOT CHOCOLATE and couple of marshmallows during winter.. Noting more I could ask for XD

And that's about my one week off to the paradise.. haha.. gonna continue with my stressful work load again .. LoL.. Thanks guys, I had a good break in between.. really happy that everyone is doing great! See you next time!

I don't wanna leave so soon too.. sigh.. but what to do? My boss will nag me if I stayed longer coz no one is gonna finish the project ! LoL

P/S: Sometimes no matter where you are as long as you are not alone.. whatever you doing, you will always find it enjoyable and comfortable because..... we brought love and care together. Going back to the days of Tu me manques.

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Perth Tour Day 5 240609

2009-07-06T12:02:00.004+08:00

Weeeeeeee~~!!! A ride in Perth Ferris Wheel!!! Waited for my friend to finish his shift then we headed to the opposite of South Perth, CITY!

At the city

This is London Court... love the clock so much~!

A cool Ferrari Phone indeed.. When you feel like playing it, just flip it over.. Lol

So Pricy la~~~~~

Swan Bell Tower

Ferris wheel

Standing beside it

Adrian and me inside Ferris wheel

Photographer on duty =P

This is a fantastic photo haha... with Perth convention center as background.. cool! Thanks for the photo =)

P/S: So Cold ar~~~~~~

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Perth Tour Day 3 & 4 22 ~ 230609

2009-07-06T11:39:00.006+08:00

Day 3
Went to Coles (nearby shopping center) bought some ingredients for dinner while waiting for the rest to come back from work :)

Ultimate Chicken pea with pasta soup~! Mash potato salad from Ian =)

Caroline, Adrian, Ian, Alex & Christobel during the dinner

Hope the dinner is not so bad.. hehehe

Day 4
Went for a walk to campus while waiting for my friend to take her flu vaccine.

Outside psychology studies building

A nice place for gathering or lunch during spring / summer.. hehe

Medical Center in campus

Curtin Volunteers! building .. don't know where is the van though

My current obsession.... haha was shopping at Carousel with Belle and thought of buying it and try it out... what a hobby.. LoL

Later on at night went for a movie with few friends and guess what... the movie is shown in Xtreme Screen! XD wahahahaha... it's like x2.5 times Kuching cinema's screen size! wooooot!!! Too bad, pictures of the night is not subject to disclosed :P

P/S : Money = Quality

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Perth Tour Day 2 210609

2009-07-06T10:53:00.008+08:00

Hola~! It's been a while since I have updated the blog.... hope i can finish with this Perth trip updates~! few more post to go to actually covers the entire trip to Perth. =)

Woke up around 8.30am, prepared and decided taking a morning stroll around the caravan park(since most of the rest were still sleeping). Stop by camping field and huala!..... saw a group of adorable wild kangaroos around....!!! eeekk~~~!!! So cute bah...... they kind of hop away when I try to approach them.. maybe they are not like those in the zoo... LoL..

A group photo before we check out from the park.... from left: Willie, Triny, Eric, James, Adrian, Christobel, Caroline, Nicole, Budhi, Sharon, Christine, Ian & me.

First stop of the day Cape Leeuwin Lighthouse. You can just ignore the person standing beside the signage :P

What is so amazing about this place? It was built at the point where Indian Ocean & Southern Ocean meet!!! That is a unique selling point of Cape Leeuwin ~! Apart from that, it's an ideal place to spot whales! That is if you are lucky :) Will elaborate more in a different post or readers can google about it..

Located in Western Australia

At the tip of Southern and Indian Ocean (Adrian & James -- Fantastic models :P)

With another 5 minutes drive, we've reached at the historic water wheel. It supplies water to the builders of the light house and later on to the lighthouse keepers' cottages.

Now that's the water wheel. It's not under operation anymore (it's turning into some kind of fossil anyway), but still there's water flowing through the pipe.. cool~~~

LOOOook Further & Beyond~~~~~ Enjoying the sea breeze... actually it's kind of freezing.. hehehe .... No doubt, it's nice blue sky and good sense of ocean ... Mmmmm...

Bunch of us went to Giant cave for some exploration... not much photos i got here since I am too protective over my cameras.. LoL.... a lot of climbing in the cave bah..

Enjoyed sunset before searching for a local church at Bunbury to attend mass

Mass at Bunbury's Church.... a small and lovely church =)

Went for a dinner at some Chinese restaurant before we head back to Perth

Well, that's all for day 2 and the entire road trip to the South~! Very tiring but fun indeed.

P/S : I want to go again lar~! hehe

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Ultimate Obsession of Mine 1

2009-07-06T10:35:00.003+08:00

wahahaha.. finally found myself something to do after working hours.. Quite a relaxing hobby and addictive!

A good training of patience... It's true... So addicted in learning!

P/S : Next? Guitar maybe? :P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Perth Tour - Day 1 200609

2009-06-22T17:19:00.008+08:00

Upon my arrival to Perth around 6am in the morning, with delighted mood I heading straight to meeting up all my friends. Quite a relief when I realized everyone is doing great! Well, we all set for the next mission of the day --- Margaret River!

Departed around 7.30am and the first stop was Busselton Jetty. Busselton Jetty is the longest wooden jetty in the southern hemisphere (about 1.8km).

We went on to Simmo's Delicious Dilemmas, a very famous local ice cream bar in WA.

My Hot Waffle during winter -- Ferrero Roche Flavor!

hahahahaha

Next part, Indian Ocean~~!!!!! That really took another ermm.. half an hour I guess? to reach there. fantastic strength of wind and weather .. haha.. was shivering while walking around

Natural Olive Oil Factory~!

Shampoo, massage oil, body lotion and many more.. very effective in countering eczema

Product testing time~~!!

On the way to Margaret River stop by Candy Cow and saw this adorable dog~! It is so friendly! haha so I played with it for a while.. nice to meet you :)

yup.. That is margaret river chocalate factory ...

Chocolate testing~!! It's free BTW.. hehe.. take as much as you want

Finally reach our chalet to rest for the day at Gracetown Caravan park

The girls

Playing twister before going to bed.. hehehehe

Was really stormy and raining badly that night.. Despite that.. glad that I have another chance to meet up my friends again .. feeling blessed. That's all for Day 1. ciao~~!

P/S : Feelings which are undescribable

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

SARBEX 2009

2009-06-19T13:52:00.007+08:00

Wanna buy property? Looking for a new home? Exploring new business opportunities? Don't know where to search for those information?

SARBEX 2009 is here to help you with your new home and new business~! Don't miss out!

Date: 19 ~ 21 June 2009
Time: 10am - 4pm
Venue: Bukit Permata Kuching

Belinda & me went to the exhibition to conduct market research for our property database. Stand for few hours and I am really sleepy now... ZZZzzzz.... Anyway, let's take a good look at the exhibition.

Around 40 ~ 50 companies are joining this exhibition, especially SimeDarby. As I walk around, notice that some booths is not that interesting at all. Some booths are fantastic such as Walton International with water fountain display(for feng shui maybe); Naim Cendera with its huge exhibit and other stalls with nice interior and attractions, even lucky draw :)

Those who wish to buy a house do visit the exhibition quick as there are a lot of great choices!

I hope those looks-plain-stalls can do something about it otherwise nobody is gonna step into your booth. And please, marketers don't just sit there and waiting for questions, it is so rude and do put a smiling face on! You are doing business here ... ZZZzzzzzz

Those are my after visit workload, oh man..... am gonna be so tired.. ZZZzzzzzzzzzzz.....

P/S : The exhibition is so cool!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Love Happens

2009-06-18T12:11:00.005+08:00

A movie that I anticipating for this year. hehehehehehe...

If you do recall who is Aaran Eckhart.. he is one of the co-star of The Dark Knight who became two face at the end of the day.. aww~~~~

Can't believe he is doing well in Romantic movies too!
But Dan Fogler who acted in Balls of Fury actually involve in this movie? Let's see how it goes when this movie comes out in SEPTEMBER 2009~~!!

P/S : Love just make you feel soooo GREEN :)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Society Nowadays

2009-06-18T08:08:00.004+08:00

Was reading news yesterday and this morning & found some shocking news O.o

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/6/18/nation/4145049&sec=nation

Just what on earth had happened to this society? Can't believe mothers are heartless enough to abandon newly born lives and pretend like it's not their business! My goodness~~~~

Another thing that really worsen today's society is just as below:

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/6/16/nation/4122538&sec=nation

OM*G~~!!! I wonder how those innocent and youthful kids gonna go through their future days??? Does that Ought-to-die-because-of-what-he-done teacher in high degree of "sexually desperation" until he did something pervert to his students??? Teachers should be the foundation of future. Huge responsibilities are on their shoulders as they ought-to-nurture our country's future leaders!!!!

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/6/18/nation/4143788&sec=nation

Finally, what people are worrying.. H1N1.. has break the record when first locally-transmitted A(H1N1) case took place in Kuching yesterday. Remember to prepare mask when you really need to travel to somewhere at this particular time.. The possibility of its outbreak is getting higher and higher now..

A funny tag line that me and my colleague thougth of yesterday:

Remember your Loved Ones, Don't get caught by H1N1

P/S : Some not-so-good feeling I am having now.

Regards,
Ying

May God Bless You Always +

Rather Moodless

2009-06-17T16:40:00.005+08:00

hmm... just felt like my good mood has washed down to the drain today. Thinking of my friend's grandpa whom I visited along with my friend last Friday. And just while I was driving to work as usual today, my friend called. As seems he is weeping, he told me that his grandpa had pass away 1 hour ago.

With phone on my hand and driving on the road (ooppsss..), I was stunt and sad. Luckily i still have my muscle memory keeping me driving. He was so healthy after the operation last week and still manage to joke around.

Other than that, I bumped into Aunt Dorothy from Human Life Service while going back to my office floor. Was so surprise and happy that she is doing well. Apparently she is stopping by Kuching for giving talk in UCSI. Take Care Aunt & God Bless + :)

Life just so unexpected somehow...

P/S : Heavy day indeed

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Rugby Tournament 130609

2009-06-16T08:55:00.004+08:00

Woot~~!!! Iqbal has coming to town! Kuching town.. hahahahaha. Apparently he is playing for Miri rugby team against 3 other teams. Along with Raymond, we went to watch the game on Saturday itself.

He is just always Him.. hahaha..

Serena & Me.. long time didn't see you Serena~!
(One of the PIONEERs for CV! Shhh....)

Raymond & Ferrah (I hope i spell your name right.. hehe)

Some snapshots during the game

P/S : Great Saturday but too H-O-T ..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Tweety Tweet

2009-06-16T08:40:00.000+08:00

This whole Twitter thing is causing "Tweet Fever" around the globe and YES, the speed of spreading is much more faster than those deadly H1N1 virus.

It is like a race with FaceBook and apparently, such simple network social program with limitation of ONLY 140 characters each posting amazingly stand out from the rest!

My Twitter

Through Twitter, user will be able to follow their preferred celebrity or friends. Even the America President Obama is tweeting to spread awareness! I personally following President Obama, Times and American Idol news updates.

Well, I hope this Tweeter thing will not lead to Stalker Syndrome in days to come. :P

P/S : Let's Tweets... I will follow you~~~~~~ You will follow me~~~~

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

The American Idol -- My Pick

2009-06-11T09:20:00.004+08:00

There's been a "heaty" debate between these 2 runner up.. LoL Even hitz.fm call for votes over "No Boundaries" from listeners around Malaysia to determine which one is a better singer .. Gonna intro them before confirm my choice.. hehe

Adam Lambert

Well, He is C-U-T-E ~~!!!! But too bad his sexuality is .... oh well, towards male. It's ok.. as long as your voice and songs are nice.. People will still look up to you :)

Click and listen Adam Lambert - No Boundaries

Kris Allen

Kris Allen, a black horse who will never expect he will make it to the final, EVEN the new AMERICAN IDOL! A very low-profile and normal guy but NOT his voice!

Click and listen Kris Allen - No Boundaries

It's kind of hard to decide which one as my pick since style of singing is different.. LoL.. Adam's version has more "WOOM!" feeling while Kris's version has more mixture of feelings which reminds me of Chris Daughtry.

If I am deciding base on personal taste of song style, I will go for Kris Allen... haha.. slow and steady style is definitely my type.

P/S : One more vote for Kris Allen~!! Hooray~~!!!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Easter Rally Concert 09 230509

2009-06-10T08:40:00.005+08:00

Date : 23.05.09

Time : 7.00pm
Venue : SUPP Main Hall, Kuching

Sorry for the late updates regarding Easter concert.. lol... took some photos that night. Am helping out as an make up artist that night. Luckily I did not involve too much since I was not feeling so well that day.

Valerian & his sister, Casper & His friends were there that night. Petrus and Pius were singing on the stage. Too bad I left the concert early.... but I do enjoy that night very much. Thanks

Rehearsal and preparation

Sempat cam-whore with Petrus before concert starts.. hehe

Overall look at the concert

These people are seriously excited until they stand on the chairs, LoL

Theme of the concert - JOY

Preaching session

Wonderful singers on stage Petrus & Pius is among them

P/S : Where There is Lord, There is Hope :)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Somewhat Wordless

2009-06-09T10:52:00.003+08:00

Words just can't really express how I am feeling right now..

Well, did not expect I would be so disappointed, haih..
Not god's will I presume..

Might as well just take my time and smell the roses for now :)
Gonna learn to think optimistically and this is a good start ..

Jer 29:11 (NIV) "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

P/S : It's not the time yet

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Aftermath of Busyness

2009-06-08T09:51:00.005+08:00

Last Saturday was a blast~! Lots of people came to the house warming for my new home.. Get to know new people and new info in the market as well... the best thing is I manage to gather around with my friends! Thank you for coming guys. For those who did not make it, it's ok .. can just drop by anytime when you are free.. :)

Exams for those who in University has arrived so.. all the best in your exams guys.. especially to those who are in their final semester.. ROCK IT!

What comes next? Definitely a trip soon and planning for Rainforest World Music Festival 2009! yupeee.......

In this post i will disclose my bedroom pictures. wahahhaha.... stick the patterns and get my wall painted before I moved in.. hope it's nice..

Other than that, I was glad that bodies of Air France 477 and pieces of the plane have been discovered. Sadly there are no survivors. I have been tracking the news all the time..

P/S : An healthy Monday I suppose.. feeling great :)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Mirror Mirror On The Wall

2009-06-05T10:40:00.003+08:00

Mirror on the wall,
Why I look so different from what I suppose to express?
I have made a choice to make myself happy,
Suppose to be a happy choice,
At least towards other people...
But you are questioning me,
"If it makes you happy,
Why do you look so sad?"

Mirror, I am not gonna ask you why,
Because clearly you don't speak, (Duh....)
But you show,
And makes people wonder on their own.

Listening to Corinne, imagining star across the sky,
Hope it will carry my wish over..
I think I have understand,
But never really put in hope,
Because life always unexpected,
The only words I can say is,
I never regret of trying.

Nobody lives forever,
People often forget that.

P/S : We can't live without mirror. So, please equip your room with a mirror .. hahahahaha

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Thought

2009-05-29T08:23:00.004+08:00

Have you ever come across where you have everything and in a sudden you just LOST everything? Such an irony isn't it?

Human are forgetful beings - whether you want it or not, it is a fact. Things that we gain, things that we have, often lead us to comfortable zone whereby at the end we will just take them for granted. If you are fortunate.. you will just live till the end with what you have but there ain't free lunch or things without effort isn't it?

That is why when "Big Wave" arrives.. we are not alert of it and become vulnerable. It is even scary when you see it coming but you just couldn't do anything about it. Salute to those people who can survive "Big Wave". As for those who failed, sorry that you couldn't make it; maybe you will be prepared for the next wave instead.

Knowing all these kind of things happening in front of me just make me feels hard.... about my future life..

P/S : Life is rather complicated... Lord, have mercy

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Feeling Rather Unhealthy

2009-05-26T10:05:00.003+08:00

It all started on last Saturday........

12.35pm
mum came home.. I just woke up not long ago.... feeling drowsy... took light lunch and bathed.

1pm
Followed mum to buy fabric for curtain at Kamdar, Kuching..... My head started to feel wrong...

2pm
Rush home and vomited... drink some water and after a while went to vomit again.. oh my goodness... I knew I can't afford to be sick right now because there's a concert going on and I am helping out.. So, I took 2 paracetamols and slept for 2 hours..

5pm
Rush to SUPP main hall but caught under a heavy rain... so soi man... Stop eating starting this time so I won't puke... :P

9pm
Not feeling well so I went home before the concert ended.. will update the details for the concert when I got the pics... Petrus.. you look wonderful on the stage... praise God :)

10pm
Resting at home.... ZZzzzzzz

I just slept through the whole Sunday after I had my injection at the clinic... sien...

Monday
As I thought I can wake up to go work but again, heavy headache and sore throat makes me feel like a snail.... This time, I went to traditional Chinese doctor and check up..

As at today, I still having that %$#@!!@#@#$ headache (low blood pressure) and having hard time driving to office.... oh man.... feel so weak... appears to be part of swine flu's symptoms (touch wood!!) but thankfully it's not.. Lots of people is getting similar symptoms recently... Hope everything will be fine soon..

I really want to get well soon~~~!!!!

P/S : I am strong ...... =_=""""

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Something Little

2009-05-22T14:42:00.002+08:00

Just when all of us enjoying sunny Friday and working on our work... suddenly.. "zarp~~~"... and my laptop screen is blank & black~~!!!

That is when I shouted OH MY GOODNESS~~!!!!! I did not save my work before blackout happen.... sien lo.......

Went to ask around and found out the whole building is dark and no current.... oh well, which means chill out time lo... will redo my work again later on when the current is back...

Cam-whoring :P

The dark condition in the office... sigh

colleagues ended up reading newspaper near the window... hahahha....

Some other started to cha cha around.. wuhoo~~!!!

Anyway, since the punch machine is not working... Belinda and me sleeekk out early from office and chill out in The Spring~~ :P

Current is back when we came back from lunch .. hahahaha.... There goes my Friday morning~!

P/S : Tu me man ques

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

K - Clinic

2009-05-21T10:56:00.006+08:00

Yup, My first "K- Clinic" in SEDC... 8am in the morning. Missed out last month due to English Communication Workshop in Grand Margareta Hotel.

K-Clinic is where all the employees including the management board (Yang Berhormat and Datuk..) will get together and do sharing about happenings in their divisions. Agro-food Based Division is the host for this month.

I consider this as a very cool culture of SEDC. A form of assembly where employees from different divisions will meet up and introduce themselves.

Lets take a look of some snapshots : -

Slide presentation

Sea of employees...

Belinda from Unimas & me from Curtin :P

Belinda and Krisbel

Yang Berbahagia Pn. Laura Lee (Left)
Yang Berhormat Datuk Hj. Talib Zulphilip (right)
Both of them shaked hand with me.. *faint*

haha.. my boss is one of them...
*The one looks towards camera*

Morning energizer - Traditional ngajat

Yang Berhormat Datuk Hj. Talib Zulphilip (Left)
Distribute appreciation gifts to staffs

Yup, that's all about this morning.... Had a great experience of the friendly culture among employees and the management board... never regret for joining this corporation even only for a short period!

P/S : There is still hope in this world ... World can be healed :)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A Murder Case?

2009-05-19T11:05:00.009+08:00

Reported live from SEDC building on 18 May 2009.

I was wondering around the office that particular morning when in a sudden lots of others from the same floor were rushing towards window and look towards Sarawak River.

Well, out of curiousness I have asked one of my colleagues and they said it's nothing.. After a few moments more and more people rushed to the window or even to the parking unit as if there is something big had happened. So out of curiousness I went and look out of the window together with my boss too * even boss interested =_=""" *.

Guess what I saw?

*Shock*... I saw few police cars and a police truck near Benson cafe. Officers seems to drag something out of the river. The next minute I saw a HUMAN HAND at the side of the boat! Continue with his other hand, legs and finally face. They dragged a man deceased out from Sarawak River! Oh my goodness...... Feel like puking all my breakfast I ate that morning...

As at today 19 May 2009, police still searching for clues of why that man is there... with no documents. So right now, that body is still unidentified. Poor young guy... I guess he is only 21 years old from the rumors I heard.

Looks like someone just knock him in the head, took away his documents and throw him into the river.

I manage to take 2 Not-so-clear photoS. Try my best to zoom as near as i could ....

*Click the picture to enlarge*

Officers found and were carrying out the deceased
(View from 6th floor of SEDC building)

Inserted The deceased into police truck

So far there's non of any online news regarding this incident but local media has reported about it. Will add on a link if I do found one. Who the hell with zero mercy in their heart go and kill people? (If it is a murder case)

P/S : World Nowadays... sigh....

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Life Has Been...

2009-05-17T20:35:00.004+08:00

Life has been Bored?
Life has been Stressful?
Life has been Lost?
Life has been Empty?

Really facing those feelings for this entire week. What happen man? Ghost of bad luck been following me or what? aih...... Been slacking off during office time.. couldn't find any clues or ideas on the things I am doing now.

Had a very considered-as-a-terrible-experience when I went out yesterday night .. man.. no more SECOND TIME! Get It???

Don't know where had my heart went to.. please come back for now.. I need you.. fly away in 4 weeks time la.. aduh... concentrate la concentrate...

Apart from what had happen recently I have gain something good out of it.. feeling a little bit of "unite-ness" .. even though just for a short moment.. but I felt it.. the care... the worrying... I'm sorry.. next time i won't simply make a decision.. Thanks..

Well, next movie am targeting

P/S : 4 More Weeks !!!! || When You Feel Something Wrong About Something, IT IS really Something Wrong With That Thing! Experiment Proved! Don't Under estimate Girls' Sixth Sense :P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

David Archuleta!!!!

2009-05-17T20:13:00.003+08:00

OMG~~~!!!! He is just so HOT!!! And his voice.. huhu~!! Well, I am not saying David Cook is bad now but you know... they have their own unique attraction hehe...
Or maybe I just being too greedy :P

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day

To: My mum~~~!!! Wish you always look young :P (You already have.. hehe)

And to all mothers of my friends and mothers all over the world :)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A Good Day & Some Expectations

2009-05-07T09:59:00.006+08:00

huhuhu~~~~~ what a nice weather today.....

Finally I had my presentation and super long meeting done.

A lot of errors committed but my boss said it's a good start for me and he even feel sorry for the workload .. haha.. I guess that's worth it!

A bit demotivated when I discover a lot of errors of my presentation content through out the meeting but, I won't give up easily .. because I have been supported by my colleagues in Marketing department which I think is really nice.. Thanks for always supporting me and helping me guys..

Apart from that......

6 more weeks!!!!!! 6 more weeeeekkssssss till the day.... pretty excited and keeps me going through these days. Been expecting that day to come. At the same time, I am so unsure and worried, not knowing whether am I doing right or wrong. Only thing that I can do now is sit down and wait for result on that day itself....

Aih, at least I am never NO coward and fight for things. So, I'll get something out of every events in life be it good or bad.

That is what I call "LIVING LIFE"...

Before I end this post, just showing my current obsession below:

Ghost Whisperer

Can't wait for season 5! Jennifer is the hottest celebrity on the TV screen! Makes you cry almost every episodes...... A must-watch series after Charmed

P/S : Wishing you guys have a great day :)

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

Just Like A Star

2009-05-03T13:33:00.001+08:00

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same

Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands
Oh, I do love you

Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel like I'm alive
When everything else is a fade
Without a doubt you're on my side

Heaven has been away too long
Can't find the words to write this song
Oh, your love

Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

I have come to understand
The way it is, it's not a secret anymore
'Cause we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark, now I understand

I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
I wonder why it is

I won't let my guard down
For anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands

All The Time Obsession

2009-05-02T13:33:00.005+08:00

My All-The-Time-Obsession: Ouran High School Host Club !!!!!!!!!!!

I have watched this anime long time ago.. but still never get bored of the hilarious story line and of course, super H-O-T characters! One day, a girl name Haruhi (does not look like a girl) accidentally went into host club activity and accidentally broke a vase which cost her 8000000 yen. secretary of the club made her work in the host club without realising her true identity (girl). There goes.. all the funny incidents and laughter...

This story is quite similar to Hanazakari no Kimitachi e where a girl cover up herself as a guy and study in a boy school to seek for her lover.

Some screenshots from ouran high school host club

Haruhi Fujioka

Host Club's team

Tamaki Suoh
My IDOL~!!! He is just too H-O-T and HILARIOUS to look at! hehe

Storyline often hang around with these 2 characters aka their love story

I just can't help it but IN LOVE with this anime so much!

P/S : Must Watch

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Vampire

2009-04-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

I feel like a vampire today,
Cold blooded, with numb look,
"Feelingless" towards life,
Feel no humor,
Feel no love,
Feel no joy.....
I need Blood to ease

I feel pain,
I feel sorrow,
I feel disappointment,
I feel hopeless,
I feel tears flow down my chin,
I feel just like before, nothing change.....
No matter how many chances have given.
I need Blood to ease

P/S : I'm really not in the mood right now...

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Good Grief~! Am Working!

2009-04-29T11:48:00.005+08:00

Yes~~!!!! I finally started working at one of the biggest government corporation in Sarawak. Well, just a trainee so far for 6 months.

Been pretty busy recently because I am working on development of Marketing division guideline and kits. To add-on, I am the pioneer in developing this standard processes in the division... Indeed, I am pretty STRESSFUL in working this out.. Trials & errors, mistakes... keep coming into my way.

At least now I have partially completed the guides.. one more month left to finish off the whole thing man~! There are gonna be more government reports and statistics for me to read and crack my head off! Super depressing... arghh.... The word omfg was flashing in my head when I saw those books lying down on my table NICELY after I finish dispatching all the documents to each floors in the building.... =_=''''

While I am busy doing my own work... I have came across of working culture in the workplace.

8am - Read newspaper and eating breakfast
10am - Break time & eat again
1pm - Lunch time
3pm - Break time & EATTT again
5pm go home....

How are those people gonna lose their weight in this kind of condition? Yet still come to me and keep saying.. "I have to lose weight la~~!!!". Good Grief!

Apart from all those things.. I have benefited a lot through this corporation because trainings to improve ourselves is provided (In hotel somemore!). Well, anticipating what is gonna happen next .. haha

P/S : I need a holiday break~!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Missing

2009-04-19T23:22:00.006+08:00

Missing can be deadly isn't it? Such a mental torture when you miss someone, something etc...... It is even harder when you realize the time you have spent on is long and precious; that you never wanna lose it..

You will only realize that you never wanna let it go until you are gone to sometime.. somewhere.. that's what missing is about i guess... There's once someone told me.. Don't hang on too strong on something ... it will sink you down...

But again I think, if we don't hold on tight to something that is precious to us.. it means nothing to us already... or it is just an excuse to hide the true feelings that hide somewhere in our inner part? or it is just simply a way to protect one self from hurtful feelings at the end? Maybe it's just cold blooded nature?

This is indeed has been a question mark in my life..

P/S : I am not Thinking too much.. there is something missing in me..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Unconcious Intention

2009-04-17T14:30:00.002+08:00

Have readers ever try to think back all the things that we have commit before; whether it’s good or bad? I hope certainly not the bad ones….

I do wonder, about things I have done before and thinking why? Everybody has a rational brain even me.. but sometimes, although my brain is, it can break down too and cause me doing something which is beyond my own expectation.

After quite some time, a lonngggg one… while I was driving to work, I started to realize about human’s unconscious intention. Well, at least these could explain human’s out-of-their-mind act.

This is how scary the power of unconscious intention within us.. It is strong enough to invade our mind. By the time we realize it, “Opppsss, I did it again!”. I guess, good and strong unconscious intention is always a good thing. Imagine one with over rationalize brain… you won’t be seeing them kneeling down in front of their fiancé proposing.. haha!! But, be careful when these unconscious intentions are the other way round, those negatives ones. Well, you are lucky you not ending up stabbing you girl/boyfriend because they betray you or what not :P…

Before ending this crappy post, just wanna say that whether or not your unconscious intention is positive or negative, we will get to one fact: what we want will reveal to ourselves in the matter of time. Sometimes, what we wanted isn’t what we wanted…

P/S : I think I am not thinking rationally recently :P

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

This Is The Time

2009-02-22T19:14:00.003+09:00

Is this the time? The time where tests are coming towards me in my early 20's. If life has its ups and downs.. I believe I am at the very down period now.

Issit the boring life that I am going through? Issit my never ever cure sickness? Issit friends that are not beside me anymore? Things that change? Because I don't feel like it when doing things. I'm not that into things anymore. Initially I believe in something but recently, I thought that maybe It's better that I just do not believe and give effort in it anymore. Yes, I am GIVING UP, just because I don't want to hurt myself at the end.

While I was watching dramas, a person came across my mind. It's the old English man that I've met before in Perth during outing. It's a blessed to have known his story of life and his wife. Looking at the old English man.. all I am thinking were life the short lifespan of us, all of us. I always wonder what if I .. will become like the old man? Always believe in what he believe in, till the end of his life.

Just a blink, I've already in my 20's. huhu~~ how shocking.. haha.. Sometimes regret on something.. oh well, even though people tell me to not regret say what I wanna say and do what I wanna do.. but still . it's just an excuse to avoid regrets. I guess, I still have a long way to go .. till then.... what holding me now is a cross.. a believe that I don't want to lose..

P/S : Wonder why he came across in my mind leh?

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always+

Trip to Kuala Lumpur 6th feb ~ 8th Feb 2009

2009-02-11T00:42:00.003+09:00

Yup, second time in my life time am actually step on KL's land! Still quite forgetful about last trip to KL.. haha.. Anyway, here are some updates when I am in KL. Arrive Kuala Lumpur around 10.30pm. Belle and Ian came to fetch me at KL central and went to Ampang picked up Augustine.

Augustine & I meeting up at some mamak stall.. yum yum

Christobel and Ian .. They are doing great!

The next day, finally I step into IKEA!!! wut!! Met up with John and Johari.. hehe.. and shop for some stuffs in IKEA...

IKEA

FOOOOOOOOD~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

Meatballs from IKEA leh~~!! Nice.. But Perth's nicer.. hehe

Left: Johnna & me Right: Johnna, me & Johari

Belle & me..

After shopping at IKEA, Johnna, Johari, Belle and I went to The Curve for a walk and shopping... so many attractions around that I never see in Sarawak.. learn new things here.. cool wei~~

Passed by DOME! and saw this.. haha.. I love Ice chocolate so much =)

Went to mass after that with Belle.. almost fall asleep hehe..

Belle, me & Ian hanging out at Belle's place

hehe.... playing with Ian's BIG BIKE!

This picture took at the airport before I am going off back to Kuching... was so sad.. lol.. Thanks guys for everything in KL!! Will definitely meet you guys again when I had the time.. never regret this trip.

P/S : Going out is always a good thing to clear your mind =)

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Sometimes

2009-02-04T01:06:00.008+09:00

Read a story today. Makes me wonder that :

Sometimes, when a person trying to say the thing that they wanted to, they ended up saying things opposite from their will. Simply it's because of concerning too much on how the other person feels and what will happen after saying it. At the end, people will just hide the things deep inside their heart, pretending and moving forward leaving regrets forever. Pretending like nothing happen, building walls in the heart to protect their ego & pride. Some might even think of hurting others first before others did.

Sometimes, lies are not bad things at all. Well, it might sounds like an excuse when people say it's with good intention but somehow, it works. Come to think of it, there are no absolute good & bad, right & wrong, justice & evil because there is a balance in everything in life. There's always problems when trust is involved. Trust can't forgive any lies, no matter it's good intention or the opposite. Lying once can lead to similar scenarios next time and might be bad.

Sometimes, rational and irrational can compliment each other. Ironically, people who are rational often feels that irrational people are out of their mind and ridiculous because they do things randomly. Same thing happens to the other side where irrational people thinks that rational people are too organized and inflexible because they lack of creativity. Oh well, how long can we argue about this issue? haha... it always been such a Hot Cili among people. Remember, there is always a balance in everything. A little irrational can spice up your life while a little rational keeps people doing the right thing.

Sometimes, love can be so devastating and painful, when the right person and the right time is not with you. Maybe there's the right person but not the right time; right timing but not the right person? haha.. either one will be really depressing. Well, it could be really painful and makes you wonder, why.. why and WHY? For those who are lucky to have the one you love most, congrats. Love can be classify as unsolved mystery since not much people believe in it anymore. Well, don't give up.. being painful and devastating is absolutely normal. Some might have scars carrying with them in life but it is for better future and hope. God loves us even though we can't see it, feel it. God's presence is always there, looking after us.

Sometimes, people would not know what is important to them after things have lose from their site, then they will realize. Feel like you gonna regret for the rest of your life! Even though for some people they know what is important to them but unable to do anything about it is the same thing. Uncertainties, changes and twist in life always lead you to an unexpected outcomes.

Sometimes, writer likes to remind people about all these but always did not remind herself about what she should do.. haha........ she as well are facing things that hardly decide. She as well putting a mask on her face, try to ignore and hide in order to move on. Having a dream.. what she could do now is really try to put everything in God's hand and believe.

P/S : Sometimes I just wish that rational person will be somewhat a little bit irrational =P

Regards,
Ying
May god bless you always +

I'm back

2009-01-09T00:59:00.002+09:00

Yes..... I'm back! Fellow readers.. I'm back... and the best thing is~~~~~~~~~ I am gonna graduate soon.. yay~!! 4 years of struggling.. and finally... can't really describe my feelings.. haha

Coming back to boleh-land is a totally new culture shock to me again.. XD people with black hair, lower height and smaller all around.. feel so uneasy at first.. lol..

Things are so different back home. People around me has changed, I hope the good change will last long.. my cousins have grown up and know how to speak =) and so much more.... It does make me feel lonely somehow when I did not hear familiar voices back in Perth, looking and smiling to familiar faces, so hurting ..... at first... too much into that comfort zone i guess... Just feel so different back home...

Right now, seeking for employment and mapling hehe.... yea.. AngelGiselle has revived again~!! The only thing that i will only complain now is the eternal boredom that I am experiencing now.. omg~~!! haha.. Gona be fast and get moving on before boredom kills me.. =P

P/S : Things meant to happen this way...... whether you like it or not..

Regards,
Ying

2008-12-15T01:53:00.001+09:00

I really wish I could say something right now.... but I am totally wordless.... covered with sorrow and tears....... oh Well, it is the same old thing... good things always comes to its end =) I should have get used to it.. foolish me. Good night

Counting the days before leaving

2008-12-14T17:20:00.007+09:00

halo readers....... been not updating my blog .. lol.. keep having fun and going out.. oppssss... sorry... Guess what? Now I'm clearing things up and packing. I wonder how much things I gonna bring back home.. oh man~~~

Only 3 days left in Perth... am I excited? happy? sad? content? or something else? I don't know what am I feeling now..... I only know I am missing food at home.. that's all I am thinking now. Maybe it's just too much to feel or I am just scare to face it...

I guess the only thing that I could do is try to remember my purpose to come here.. come as I am and go back as I am, I'm just taking a holiday here.. that's it, nothing more. Being unable to do anything is tearing me apart but I have no choice... whatever I'm going through here remains here. Unless, unless there is something that can change everything... which I always trying to believe.

P/S : It will never be the same again...

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Exam ended.. so what?

2008-11-21T03:39:00.005+09:00

yeah!!!!!!!! Finally my exam finish leh... thanks for all my friends that supported me through out my exam period.

What now ar? damn bored la...... haha... oh yea. have time to sit down and think of some stuffs dy... yea.. another brainstorming period again...

What else.. hmm.. had a range of holiday plans to "kota".. hehe... can't wait la... now i am retarding around almost 4am in the morning writing this blog declaring my final freedom..

I have to start to wonder issit a real freedom or a short break before a more hectic life coming ahead .. something that I am anticipating now.. Just look forward and go outside you will find a lot of wonderful things in life, don't focus on our past.. that all i can tell myself for now.. I really need that..

P/S : Sigh.... time is running out.. really..

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

One Down, One more to go...

2008-11-19T02:54:00.005+09:00

yeeeeha!!!!!!!!!! Finally, OB is tackled!!! I hope .. hahaha........ Next, Small Business... your turn... Once I am finish with you... Merdeka lu~~!!!!

Can't wait to go home.. huhu~~ food is waiting for me.. pork leg ar~~~ Can't believe half a year just gone like that... All I am having now.. sigh... is just for temporary?? Can't I have it forever? Just when I found people who love me for the way I am.... treat me like how I am suppose to be... accepted me as myself.. which I don't have to wear a mask in front of people.. I m gonna leave soon...

I'm finding an answer here... struggling, of course.. for myself. This is a very period I have to be stronger.. I am not the girl who always hide in the bedroom and be sad and put up a face in front of people pretend that I am fine anymore... I don't want to be like that anymore... although i just did.. (I'm suxxx am i?).. sigh...

What can I do leh? Nothing la....... whatever la........ Just want to finish the last paper for now.. and think about all those things after that.. yup.. a definite thing to do...

P/S : Devil... go away. .. I won't get influence by you =P

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

"Beforemath" of my exam

2008-11-14T09:21:00.003+09:00

Alright... currently sitting at the new computer zone in Curtin University Library named "i-Zone".. pretty cool setting here.... ok... that's not my point here..

Finally got my nerve back.. and started my revision... I hope it's not too late!!! This is a unit that stress out whoever is enrolling in it... oh man.... I'm so gonna pass this unit if not I will be graduating with Tony in 2010~~!!!! I don't want la.....

Time flies so fast.. haha it's exam time again.. It feels like I just have my exams one month ago and tada... here goes another one... feel like having SPM every semester.. lol~~

Anyway, for the cause(temptating holiday plans ahead & future life) I will try my best to pass this unit aka nightmare..... God Bless Me +

P/S : For The Cause!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +

All We Are - Matt Nathanson

2008-11-11T23:17:00.001+09:00

I tasted, tasted love so sweet
And all of it was lost on me
Buttons sold like property
Sugar on my tongue

I kept falling over
I kept looking backward
I went broke believing
That the simple should be hard

All we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful

I wasted, wasted love for you
Traded out for something new
Well, it's hard to change the way you lose
If you think you never won

'Couse all we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful

And in the end the words won't matter
'Couse in the end tothing stays the same
And in the end dreams just scatter and fall like rain

'Couse all we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful, something real

All we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful, beautiful

P/S : It's my favourite One Tree Hill !!! Reflects our life a lot...

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

Where is my nerve?

2008-11-11T17:39:00.003+09:00

halo... did anyone see my nerve somewhere? I'm serious readers..... WHERE IS MY NERVE??!!!! wuwuwuwuwuwu~~~~~~~ I don't feel panic at all.... Keep reminding myself EXAM IS NEAR!!!!! but i don't feel the urge to study.. I'm not kidding.. I don't have any urge to study now.. cause I just simply don't feel it!

A lot of my friends always thought I am very hardworking in studying for exams.. but seriously .. no man.. no.. sigh.... It's my last battle and yet.. I am acting like a slacking queen.... damn man...

Well, i might get my nerve back in 1 more day i guess..... hope it will come back b4 exams start so i can get myself sitting down and study! =P

P/S : WTFBBQ again.. sigh

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

A pre-exciting moment

2008-11-09T22:24:00.000+09:00

A once 17-year-old girl
Started her Uni life in Miri
As a Marketing & Management student
And being part of CV!

She was once introvert and naive
Gone through countless obstacles
Heartbreaking moments
Betraying moments
Confusing moments
Glorious moments
Cold-hearted moments
During the four years in university

All the moments has shape "her" today
Exam is approaching and time is running out
An exciting feeling that everything is going to end soon
An anticipating moment awaiting new things in life
A sad moment where regrets takes place of things left behind
A feeling which is meant to be kept in silence for everyone's sake
An acceptance that we have to enjoy the fullest before good things meet its end as usual

Sometimes she wish that things will not happen
But she realized without going through those moments she won't grow
For the sake of future
It's surely is painful and suffocating
Torturing her from time to time
So she believe that moving on is the best way
Following God's path will lead her to the answer that she wanted
And life goes on
Time will not wait
With those pains and sweet memories

P/S : Exam ar~~~~~

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

My 21st Birthday Bash At Utopia - 10.10.08

2008-10-23T21:24:00.001+08:00

After the birthday surprise.. the next day I have booked a room with Eric's help at Utopia for a karaoke session!!! Glad that everyone having their wonderful time there.. haha.. we started around 8.20pm and end at 1.30am.. oh wow.. really fantastic man... haha... Let's take a look of some snap shots of the night.

Having pizza from Domino as dinner.. hehe

From left: Ian, Christine, Andy and James

Ivan and Christobel duet

Ivan and Waikit duet

Adrian and me duet

Nicole and me =)

This is just funny!!! haha~~!!!!

Sharon and me

Adrian having fun singing XD

All the girl during the night

YMCA~~~~!!!

Dance man dance!!

ahahah.. syok ar!

All of us posing at Utopia before go home.. Thanks guys!!

P/S : Have to appreciate what I have now ar~~!!!

Regards,
Ying
May God Bless You Always +

My 21st Surprise - 09.10.08

2008-10-23T16:20:00.007+08:00

It happen during 12am.. of course.. haha.. I was doing my assignment when suddenly Alex called me to go over his flat around 11.45pm. Was hesitate at first cause part of my assignment is still empty.. oh man.. but Alex seems insisted so.. I went over for a while for a chit chat session.

Adrian came and talk to me for a while as well and wished me an early 21st birthday before he go to bed since he was complaining that he is sleepy.. hahaha...

I did not suspect anything at all.. what the hell... Then Alex suddenly pop in and told me something serious happened at t he balkani so I rushed out with him to the balkani and looking all over the floor to search for things that he mentioned.. Alex remind me to look to the ground floor instead and I'm so SHOCK!! A big candle lighted wording 21 is project in front of me at the ground floor and everyone is there saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!! Guess what.. the person who complained sleepy and suppose gone to bed is standing down there with his pyjamas.. haha!!!

My damn SHOCK expression on the balkani.. hahaha.. Alex is standing beside me..

The Birthday Surprise Team XD

The Caramel Cake and 21 candle light sign made by fellow friends

Taking Photo with my 21 sign .. haha

Prepare to blow of the candle lu~~

A "Present" by Sharon.. A lot of Traps contained

Open the present layer by layer to complete some mission before reach my real present.. Sharon ar.. u ar.. haha.. The details of the missions.. ahem sorry readers.. *private and confidential* =)

After eating cake all of us posing before go home.. 2am plus eh~~~ haha

Before I end this post .. wanna show my appreciation and gratefulness towards my friends who came to surprise me! Big Thanks to Sharon, Eric and James for organising the surprise XD... Thanks to Alex, Adrian, Ivan, Waikit, Andy, Jerome, Ian, Nicole, Christine, Siobhan(Thanks even you have to rush assignment =)), Caroline and Christobel !!! I hope I did not miss out anyone here.. please do correct me ooo if I left out anyone.. =)

P/S: A really unforgettable Birthday I can remember for the rest of my life!!!

Regards,

Ying

May God Bless You Always +